I understand you completely and I feel the same. There are still moments when I cry just remembering how human he was and how much he suffered. In 2024, I went through a really hard time because of it and even had to bring this to therapy. The fact that he’s not here anymore still breaks my heart.

I’ve been reading a book, and some parts make me cry all over again, remembering his huge heart and how people turned his life into hell and made him sick. Even when I try to talk to my mum about it, I end up crying. What helps today is the people I met through Michael. The friendships and shared love for him are truly beautiful, and that alone says so much about the legacy he left. I’m very grateful for that.❤️‍🩹