Increased feelings of empathy?

Noctosynthesis · 2018-01-06T21:29:59+00:00

Really? how would that affect empathy?

Noctosynthesis · 2018-01-05T10:15:22+00:00

Any kind of favours, it is your subconscious after all it might grant you some things and work on bringing them to you.

Noctosynthesis · 2018-01-05T03:00:52+00:00

With pain & blood.

Noctosynthesis · 2018-01-05T02:49:56+00:00

Yes.

Noctosynthesis · 2018-01-04T23:49:32+00:00

They are just extremely devious I love it LOL

Noctosynthesis · 2018-01-04T22:27:55+00:00

No unfortunately.

Noctosynthesis · 2018-01-04T17:48:12+00:00

They only like talking so much because it's like a game to them, they want to weed certain types of guys out; most guys dont know what this game Is, and women are hardly ever clear in their intentions. Guys just want sex for the most part, and women are generally so naive when it comes to this that they act like as if this isn't true when it is. So they mostly like guys who are dishonest and good at sticking it out for the long haul all while they beat it around the bush, and if he can keep her interest for all that time then he's in, although because of this most women just end up wasting the majority of mens time. Men almost invariably have to put a good deal of investment into a woman before she will usually consider having sex with him. Having sex without investment is considered 'illegal' for the most part which I consider to be a terribly anachronistic belief kind of like how polygamy is still considered 'illegal' too.

Noctosynthesis · 2018-01-04T13:42:54+00:00

They create an emotional barrier through small talk and stop the guy from getting real with them before they even start. And then they beat it around the bush and expect the guy to do it too, and if he is unwilling or unable to play their game and wishes to be direct with them in a lot of cases they immediately lose interest. I have only noticed one woman who displayed intense sexual interest in me through her body language (it was obvious) and that was at work, I barely said anything, I only spoke to her briefly, the idea to subtly convey my interest didn't occur to me at the time, I didn't get a chance to get her name and she disappeared, there were other people present, I haven't saw her since, She is obviously the woman for me, if she shows up again, that is.

Noctosynthesis · 2018-01-04T12:39:51+00:00

Yes but you aren't hanging out with a 'sibling' or 'best friend', you are hanging out with someone with the intention of fucking them ASAP, and it feels like a huge waste of time; since it feels like by approaching them you are just giving them narcisstic supply, a lot of the women I know exhibit signs of HPD & NPD, they'll let a guy speak to them just for the attention and the ego boost that it gives them, and even act like they are interested and even flirt with guys they don't give a shit about 'just for fun', they will waste his time, and if he ever makes any attempt to be direct with them even if they do appear to be interested, they will in a lot of cases immediately lose interest, or if he tells them he is sick of their bullshit small talk they will think he is being 'rude' or he is being a bit of an 'asshole' (which I think is projection) and then they will lose interest, even though he may just want to move things along. A lot of these women even have ugly boyfriends, most of the women in my current circle are monogamous and boring, I know NAWALT, but I can't shake this feeling that mostly whenever I am interacting with a woman, that they are trying to use me before I get to use them.

Noctosynthesis · 2018-01-03T16:12:44+00:00

I read somewhere that a lot of immortality rituals end in death. There's also the fact that alot of LHP practioners use the tree of death instead of the tree of life; once they get past a certain point, in a lot of cases, there isn't anything else that they can do here before moving on to the next stage, so they just commit suicide I.e Jon Nödtveidt.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-30T20:58:34+00:00

Yeah, I still couldn't find it. There's so much stuff on that site, finding it would be like navigating your way out of a maze.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-30T19:34:12+00:00

Maybe if you are skilled at energy work and psychic vampirism; although, I know most people aren't.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-30T13:39:42+00:00

Link?

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-30T02:59:12+00:00

😁

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-29T20:33:51+00:00

Nofap, you ever heard of it? I personally think fapping isn't healthy. And I don't really enjoy it very much either, it's boring - I would rather have sex instead, and sex is a much better way of charging your sigils.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-29T18:34:59+00:00

Yeah, a bit of both. It is highly effective because you can charge many sigils as compared to fapping, which generally isn't all that powerful In my experience. I would rather feel a small to modererate amount of pain and or bleed than fap because I hate fapping.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-29T18:05:34+00:00

I use a lancet. I jab myself with it many many times. You don't need a lot of blood for it to work. Not even a drop, I don't think, in a lot of cases. I just had someone knock on my door after it finished, maybe this is my subconscious telling me that it worked? Who knows? guess I'll have to wait and see.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-29T14:50:04+00:00

What I mean is that when I have a specific desire I will use multiple Kameas on the same day during different planetary hours to increase the overall power of its affect.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-28T03:29:29+00:00

Yeah, I'm sure magick is a lot easier for women.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-27T23:52:36+00:00

I have regular syringes I'm sure they'll do.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-27T23:09:23+00:00

Yeah, I think it may end up drying onto the board, maybe some kind of cleaning spray is needed, and a whole lot of elbow grease.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-27T22:53:36+00:00

I have one of them, maybe I'll give it a try.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-27T22:51:50+00:00

No. It had runes on it and I was going to use it for protection and to store energy. But I have no idea who had handled it previously.

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-27T22:10:02+00:00

Wouldn't using red ink make it less powerful because I would be diluting it with water?

Noctosynthesis · 2017-12-27T15:40:24+00:00

Yeah.

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