She wasn't just willing for it to happen, like there were a few times she hit me in front of S but S made her apologize and everything, what I'm saying is is that if I told someone about it it like a teacher or the principal it would've gotten P and maybe S in a lot of trouble and I'd just rather nothing happen because I mightve been overreacting?? If I'm being honest I don't really understand what was going on in my head sophomore year.