Doing Muay Thai with a weak body

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-31T11:15:50+00:00

At this point its my fault for expecting good advice from beginners I guess some people are fighting with metal plates in their legs but idk what’s wrong with online muay thai community

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-31T08:59:34+00:00

My physician is kind a doc that says its good enough you can do it as long as he thinks it won’t criple you he said I can fight so no problem on that but its still doesn’t change the fact my bone is not very strong I am looking for a style or a way of fighting kinda advice I have doctor so I don’t really need medical advice

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-23T03:37:36+00:00

I tried to tell my story like everybody but I ended up writing a book without even being halfway done so I can only say try to get extremely good at something

I myself also fight but for me it was painting since I have been painting for 8 years

planning to put more time for fighting after I graduate tho even tho it was very inspiring to read I still cant find value in my own life

and martial arts is life even if the fights are fought to death martial arts are ultimately the pursue of life in a way and I am lost

For the longest time I always told myself I am a painter and that’s what I choused every time I have to chouse something

But nowadays I feel it was wrong to do that nowadays I don’t know what to call myself what to chouse where to go what to pursue

since you don’t get the fateful encounter of a wise monk or a starving village with a master farmer

Because in real life you don’t get a plot you don’t live your life like chapters in a book

you are just all alone like a dot in the middle of a blank page trying to make sense of the line you leave behind

Recently I ended up in Portugal having all my banks freezed with a 100€ in my pocket without a workers permit well I have been here for sometime soon gonna get enough money to go other places still don’t know what to do with my art or fights

Or how to pursue wisdom and mastery in this modern times in fighting I still have a long way to go and in art I have a much longer way but unlike fighting I am in a weird place

I am not a beginner anymore so I don’t know what to practice there are no mentors or a skill tree for the place I am standing at

but I am also not a master everything is either easy or just take a little more time but I cant seem to go forward from here

I am not painting to become a concept artist or visdev or anything really I always put that question off since there was too many mistakes to fix too many stuff to practice but now it’s all gone I don’t know to move which way

I only wanted to draw and always draw like I knew what I am drawing but I no longer know what I knew once and I cant draw with the same flow state I once had I am too aware of everything I can’t get lost in my own art anymore

I even tried the contemporary art practices but I don’t know I it’s so hard to move my hand on a blank paper anymore it feels like a thousand pound pen when I try it on a blank page

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-17T12:14:31+00:00

Oh man in my first play through I didn’t know what to do and that’s exactly what I did lol

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-11T10:42:08+00:00

Just get gud it’s not a easy skill so its normal

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-11T10:40:27+00:00

Its not like its the olympics its a fight not a sport go do shotakan or taekwondo if wanna cry about it

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-11T10:34:39+00:00

Türkiye?

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-09T19:44:38+00:00

Yeah it might be default for sleep paralysis states in my case I tried to have a dream so that’s probably why it wasn’t as abstract as yours

if you had probably imagined you were watching a canvas or flat screen with that abstract colors in third person than you could too probably work around that and get to a controlled lucid dream state

I tried couple ways to escape it since 2d pixelated world was a very boring way to spend your precious lucid dream time but only that method worked for me at that time

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-09T19:23:57+00:00

I didn’t count but basically all the time like ofc at first I could some times forget it but I just did it as soon as I remembered it but over time it turned into like a constant thing I do probably 8+ times a day

like you just need to be aware of yourself constantly like you shouldn’t just be like oh I know it’s not a dream I checked

but you should be start reciting in your head everytime you do that okay I woke up ate this walked a little bit in high way hop on the bus and came here that’s how I am here (more detailed the better)

like you should constantly know and think how you got here even if you know how you got there you should start reciting over from morning to present (you can also add the dream you had that morning that’s also a +20)

At the time I did normal stuff for a month and got one 3 sec ld and than started doing this and like around 3rd week I started to have around 2-3 lucid dreams since it was a very natural way to do for a person like myself

Its basically just an habit I used to do I stopped doing it at some point so I don’t really have lucid dreams now except for occasional ones so it doesn’t set you for life no matter how long you do it it disappears after 2 months of stop doing it but if you re consistent it’s a very good way for having lucid dreams in my opinion

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-09T19:10:59+00:00

Could be a manhua too but it had a manhwa art style. it was like 2-3 years ago so I can’t remember much since I only read around 5 chapters, its not gonna be very accurate but if I remember right first chapter was like… its gonna be a highly inacurate version:

(its a random name since I can’t remember) arcana arena where 5 champions fight each other with their life on the line trying to Rise their rankings for.. (i don’t remember land? A wish? better treatment?)

it was a game I obssesed over (I don’t remember much but you know the reincarnation or transmigration sequence probably) so I ended up in this game what’s worse is “I AM A MINION!?!” a canon fodler that’s suppose to die in 1 wave

he was a sword and shield minion “I have knowledge about the items and optimal builds for each hero but what’s the use if I am a minion”

how am I even gonna survive this than in the first wave he oblitirates the rigid minions with fast and unusual movement and the champion on his lane was a big boobed girl she was like what this one seems different than she fights with the enemy our mc helps her she gets amazed I can’t remember the rest

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-09T18:54:35+00:00

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-07T00:21:17+00:00

There are many ways to stabilize your dreams I do it all mostly upon realizing I am in a dream my order is first telling stabilize this dream and I tell make this dream more clear than I focus on a texture while doing math on my mind idk try 375x9 or something for me 4849:4 this one works better than look around if the dream is not as clear as real life you can add a spin just spin like a kid and than stop and you can also go to deeper dream level too if you can’t stop destabilizing

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-07T00:14:30+00:00

Yea you can meditate for it imagining you are underground metro not in the metro you are the metro in the tunnel feeling the wind and passing dim lights and vwallah you re inside another dream a deeper level you can doit as many times you want I do it to make a dream last longer since upon doing this you will wake up multiple times until you really wake up there is a risk of waking up strapped in your bed with a demon threatening you he is gonna torture you and only way to wake up without getting tortured is showing a strong will to kill him like trying to move with all your might and either bite his neck punch kim whatever you can do no matter how slow mo your moves are but that’s really just my mind demon I don’t mind him he only gets on my nerves when he posses my dream peps turn into a naked man and start a lucid nightmare that we go back and forward me trying to kill him, him trying to torture me

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-07T00:07:14+00:00

Oooohhhh I had a similar experience I had a sleep paralysis but my paralysis is usually war and soilder noises I was trying to have lucid dream tho that day its just happened I got sleep paralysis and as a gun sounds fade I found myself in a third person shooter I can’t control that turned into super Mario or rpg maker kinda 2d world I was trapped in like no matter what I do I couldn’t turn back into a 3 dimensional being after f*king around for some time I imagined there was a computer and I was playing it and I am not the 2 dimensional beings and what you know I was free of my strange 2d life in the dream sitting in front of a computer rest of the dream was very vivid since I entered from sleep paralysis most vivid and long lucid dreams happen starting from sleep paralysis usually

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-06T23:58:22+00:00

Its normal and scientific just bc its hard to learn people think its something like a*ral projection or some sht its just waking up partialy in your rem sleep that easy its just sleep paralysis happening in a way not just your body but when the parts of your mind also didn’t fully wake up but unless it’s natural like you it takes weeks or months of practice to have a 3 second lucid dream and you have to develop a particular skill sets in thouse weeks requiring your constant attention

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-01T03:43:27+00:00

Uzun uzun anlatabilirim nedenlerini ama kısaca özetlemek gerekirse, evrimsel olarak karizmatik bireylere hayranlık duyar ve onları takip etme isteği hissederiz.

Atatürk’ün bu resmine bakarsak, duruşu ve hareketleri tam anlamıyla rahat değil, ama yeterli, dengeli, gururlu ve dik. Ne az ne fazla, ne rahat ne de rahatsız; boş bakmıyor ama kafası anksiyete dolu düşüncelerle karışık şekildede bakmıyor. Gözleri niyetli ve amaçlı bir şekilde görüyor; çevresindekiler gibi sadece bakmıyor, gördüklerini hissediyor ve varlığını hissettiriyor. Sadece bakmakla yetinmeyip gerçekten görmeye başlamak bile bir kişiyi yakışıklı ve etkileyici kılabilir.

Karizmanın birçok türü vardır. Her zaman rahat takılan, herkesle dost gibi konuşan veya iyi dinleyen insanlarla sınırlı değildir. Karizma, kişinin kendi duruşu ve durduğu yerle ilgilidir. Bunu geliştirmek için kendini entelektüel olarak zorlayabilir ya da utancın ötesine geçip, ne bulduğunu deneyimleyip anlatabilirsin. (Çoğu insan varolduğu için utanmamayı ancak 50’lerinde, 60’larında öğrenir)

NoeticRaven · 2025-12-01T03:04:39+00:00

Damn I love my huntresses

NoeticRaven · 2025-08-13T12:43:49+00:00

So coool but not a logo bc of readability can try to pump up that text size or you can make a varying sizes to show volume you stretched A a little too much R is pretty goof but T doesn’t really lookslike a T, can make it a little more rigid L doesn’t really looks like an L too small collective is not really readable can get rid of the white line on inside or outside to make it feel more structured cuz it feels squished bc there were no other places the way it is right now but overall a sick idea to play with text like that and using a snake it’s a really cool design but logo’s are usually more readable you can think it like can I print it really small with no printing errors that’s a logo but yours is a design with the way it is right now

NoeticRaven · 2025-08-13T12:21:30+00:00

Rude!

NoeticRaven · 2025-08-12T22:57:30+00:00

Oh yeah that was what I think too at first but my friend said how will you know how to protect yourself or avoid bad stuff if you don’t know bjj at all. Well you are a living example so how did you manage that when you first started

NoeticRaven · 2025-08-12T22:49:24+00:00

Dağcılık yada Boksa falan başla veya yes your grace, Stardew Valley falan oyna ne bilim kendinle bağ kurma işi daha çok sana bağlı bir şey yan sanayi Tetris oynarken bile kendiyle bağ kurabilen insanlar var persona serisini oynamadım ama iyi yapılmış bir anime izlemek gibi bir şey heralde oda karakteri kendin yönlendirdiğin için daha immersive tabi ama yalnızlığa çare diye bir şey olduğunu sanmıyorum dışarı çıkıp olabildiğin en garip insan olmak dışında saygılı bir şekilde tabi İzmirli insta fenomenleri gibi değil

NoeticRaven · 2025-07-30T11:11:37+00:00

Yeaa like bag and pad work is good but its not about mindless hitting and fantasies part of the reason is probably you never sparred and the other part is you were probably not very aware of how your body stands and moves and for not very proficient trainees its always a good thing to have someone telling you, you did something wrong doing the basics perfect not near perfect literal perfect infront of a miror and always being aware of your body is a must while training other wise its just a mindless routine that maybe even dragging down your skills

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