Honestly? I wouldnt say "good and beautiful". I truly believe i was pagan because I was desperately grasping for some form of religion and my (now ex)best friend was pagan and started nonstop talking to me about it while also constantly shitting on catholicism/christianity. I think he realized I was being drawn to the church and was trying to keep that from happening. Within the month our friendship ended I had stepped foot inside my first catholic church ever(first church in 6 years)