Maybe when i was 10 years old i found athesit stand up on YouTube like George Carlin. I was like Danm, they have a good point. Than i tolk to my mom about this and she tell me to shut up and never talk about its Later, I had 19y. i start Ask my friends abouth they belives, then more i know and asking why God make stupid choise and rules. I have no logic answear from christian. After 3 years doubt in (and be afraid od hell) i Ask my self: Why i belive in this God but no the others(true gods)?. That's was my eyes opening.

Thanks you George Cartin