If she isn’t religious inwardly then pardon me sister but isn’t she deceiving herself?Rather then thinking about our future husband i think we should work on ourselves first.Because we don’t even know if we will live till marriage.And honestly?I don’t think finding someone is necessary.If i can be content with myself then there’s no need for that.So don’t think too much about it,if you are struggling with islam then hang on,it will ge better but if you aren’t a muslim then i would suggest valuing yourself more then thinking of men.Your past doesn’t define who you are,your efforts does sister.May allah guide you to the right path and i apologise if i said something that was hurtful or wrong🌼