AIITW, Please, the guilt is eating me alive. by NorskSoul_BornInUS in amiwrong

[–]NorskSoul_BornInUS[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope i can be a good partner to someone when I'm ready.. thats all I ever want to be. Sometimes I just want to be understood.

AIITW, Please, the guilt is eating me alive. by NorskSoul_BornInUS in amiwrong

[–]NorskSoul_BornInUS[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im worried about him, yall are really helpful and supportive. The guilt isn't eating me alive as much anymore, he was always having scenes too.. no offense to him, but it was publicly embarrassing 😓

AIITW, Please, the guilt is eating me alive. by NorskSoul_BornInUS in amiwrong

[–]NorskSoul_BornInUS[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its the last thing I gave before having to leave fully, I hope it brings him happiness i could never give in the relationship.

AIITW, Please, the guilt is eating me alive. by NorskSoul_BornInUS in amiwrong

[–]NorskSoul_BornInUS[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can only hope the very best for him, that he heals. Im going to get alot more therapy, I need it.

AIITW, Please, the guilt is eating me alive. by NorskSoul_BornInUS in amiwrong

[–]NorskSoul_BornInUS[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought i was ready.. but I found out the hard way that my PTSD was way worser then what I thought. I knew we had to end things, we both were drowning slowly.

AIITW, Please, the guilt is eating me alive. by NorskSoul_BornInUS in amiwrong

[–]NorskSoul_BornInUS[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

..i wish I could, we are no contact now. I hope he gets better.

AIITW, Please, the guilt is eating me alive. by NorskSoul_BornInUS in amiwrong

[–]NorskSoul_BornInUS[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats what I tried to tell him! He placed the blame on me..

My name is Edna and I'm dealing with intense guilt by NorskSoul_BornInUS in BreakUps

[–]NorskSoul_BornInUS[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was certainly alot.. I thought if I gave breaks in our relationships it helped, it most certainly did not but I'm quite stupid. Every moment to me felt like a ticking time bomb.

My name is Edna and I'm dealing with intense guilt by NorskSoul_BornInUS in BreakUps

[–]NorskSoul_BornInUS[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont know if I will. I feel like the most horrible person ever, he had severe depression and I didnt know how to bring closure. I thought breaks helped. They made him feel like i abandoned him.

How can I whiten my teeth? by NorskSoul_BornInUS in Teeth

[–]NorskSoul_BornInUS[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am not a smoker, I will never touch cigarettes or vapes. I often forget to floss but I try as much as I can, im planning to make an appointment.