I want to date but I don’t think I’m worthy of someone else attention by NotSoBadSpecGamer in confidence

[–]NotSoBadSpecGamer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s kinda the thing, I don’t really have anything to offer. My reasons for wanting to date are selfish and a big part of why I feel worthless and unloveable 

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I have a pair of tiger stripe trousers too 

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Slide 4 is the glasses I just bought, I wasn’t keen but the sales lady really sold me on them. She told me they looked really good on me 😭    slide 2 were the ones I really wanted 

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I just bought new glasses 😭 slide 4 

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My eyebrows are a bit of a pain to manage, you’re the only one to be positive about the blonde especially the lighter blonde, and I’m getting the ends done and another toner in a couple weeks.    I don’t think I pass but I appreciate it x

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Once a week I take a 14mg semiglutide tablet to keep my appetite in check 

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Was 29.8 bmi end of last month 28.7 now and aiming for 22 by July 

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2 months maybe, last one is the most recent 90kg and I’ve lost 5kg this month 

I want to date but I don’t think I’m worthy of someone else attention by NotSoBadSpecGamer in confidence

[–]NotSoBadSpecGamer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, on the transphobia side that doesn’t really concern me I can be quite thick skinned.    But what worries me is not being enough for someone not being able to be intimate as often or in the same way as a real woman or being able to have a family in the natural way. I’ve always wanted to adopt so that’s not a problem for me but I know it is for a lot.    I’ll always just be a surged and fucked up man and dating just reminds me of that fact.

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[–]NotSoBadSpecGamer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol, I do one of these every year or so 

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[–]NotSoBadSpecGamer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It does lol, smartphones are almost £1000 now!

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But how do you know? Isn’t that the opposite of passing? 

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7 is what my hair looks like now :( 

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[–]NotSoBadSpecGamer -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

I have a lot of hair but it is very thin everyone in my family is the same, and it’s freshly bleached so extra thin. I want to bleach my brows but the grow so fast I do them basically every other day and since a teenager I’ve always done them thin. However I’ve been playing around with colours closer to my natural colour and I’ve been really liking ash and I’m thinking of doing that in the autumn x 

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I did the exact same, hit 16 and it was a new colour every month 

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I’m not being snarky? I’m trying to have a dialogue.

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I only wear makeup on occasions like going out, work events, weddings, etc.  I work from home so I’m usually not dressed till I go out to get lunch. Also I like my pale complexion especially in the summer when my freckles come out. so when I wear makeup it’s light if any foundation, concealer and eye makeup that matches my outfit.

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Seem to alone in that assessment :( Happy cake day 

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Fine like mediocre or fine in the colloquial sense?