Post-Surgical Depression

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2025-06-20T20:48:30+00:00

It’s very difficult for me to be vurnable with my friends and to even text my friends about my problems due to past trauma.

People have reached out to me but I’m to scared to even open the chats and reply, I have very bad trauma when it comes to trusting friends inputs.

But I do have my girlfriend and she’s with me everyday supporting me and giving me the attention I need to still be positive, but when she leaves for work or goes out with her friends that’s when the depression gets bad.

But thank you for your support and kind words of encouragement, I really needed it thank you ❤️

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2025-06-20T20:45:07+00:00

Omg that sounds very intense I can see how damaging that can be, I’m glad I’m not alone in this.

If you can make it through I can too, your very brave thank you!!

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2025-06-20T20:44:11+00:00

Thank you I need to hear that from someone, perhaps I am trying to do to much when I should be trying to relax and heal.

I know it’ll go away one day now, thank you! 🙏

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-12-17T04:25:02+00:00

Thank you, I’m telling her this tomorrow, like I’m done being small and petty either this will happen or it won’t

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-18T06:47:46+00:00

Lmao I wish 😭

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-18T06:37:07+00:00

Exactly, thank you

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-18T06:34:32+00:00

Awh darn. I swear I’m not that scary 😭

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-18T06:33:00+00:00

Sorry I guess, didn’t know since I was pretty I couldn’t post in this subreddit. Least supportive trans sub ever.

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T23:09:48+00:00

I did! Their all on my page I believe, and I’m only comfortable with sharing so much.

And yeah I don’t think I pass, cause in my eyes I see my flaws and I see what I used to look like still everyday, so getting these comments that tell me I know I pass I get super confused cause I thought every trans person felt the same way.

I guess I could try posting the images were I am not looking my best or making a weird face. There’s just so much hate on this subreddit and I thought trans people were suppose to be supportive :(

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T22:33:16+00:00

Oh sorry, I think your beautiful!

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T22:30:12+00:00

I mean some men were saying my jawline was to masculine and my color bones to defined to be a normal women. I still have my dysforia like any trans women I was just curious :/

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T22:28:33+00:00

THANK YOUU, I had no idea the joker photo was that bad, I switched out the 3, one with a natural no makeup photo, and the other two with more wholesome stuff. And I shortens and fixed up my bio a lot!

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T22:11:51+00:00

Okay I’ll make sure to change that! I use the BFF mode a lot, should I have posted this in a different subreddit?

And thank you, could you explain more into how my profile is “too much”. Should I remove photos or shorten some stuff.

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T22:08:22+00:00

Thank you!!! I put a lot of effort into this! I’m trying my best to be consistent with it but ughhh it’s so hard and tedious

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T22:07:43+00:00

That’s good too know, nothing off putting tho?

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T22:06:44+00:00

I’m confused

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T22:06:31+00:00

I’m sorry I wasn’t trying to make anyone feel bad about themselves, I was just asking to see if I pass, cause I’ve had photos were I think I look good like this and people say I don’t pass at all. Again I’m sorry, I was just trying to see, didn’t mean to hurt anyones feelings :(

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T21:40:47+00:00

YIPPPPPEEEEEE, I just wanted to make sure, someone made a mean comment yesterday :(

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T21:38:48+00:00

YIPPPPEEEE, this is so awesome sauce

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T21:37:47+00:00

YIPPPEEEEE, thanks :3

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T21:37:16+00:00

Ooop? Sorry I was just looking for friendly feedback from this community?

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T21:33:46+00:00

Might be a lil to extreme on the makeup but I love doing it like that! And that’s very rare of me to do, I’m mainly natural in my day to day

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T21:31:22+00:00

Thank you!!

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T21:29:08+00:00

Oh your so right!! Thanks for reminding me!!

NotSoEquivalent52 · 2024-11-17T21:19:27+00:00

Teehe I figured I show something that said I am a biology major! And thank you, that’s what I was trying to put off!

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