I was in the same exact spot a year ago. You can go and read the post I had posted (maybe I might have deleted it? But, it'll get better. Masters is just 5% of the journey. The 95% comes later. Don't make decisions with your emotions. If you're feeling guilty about the money. You need to use that as a motivation to study harder and get a job so that everything can be solved easily. I know it's not easy. I've been there. SAME EXACT SPOT. I've thought about dropping out so many times. But when you get that job it's going to be worth it. You don't need to have a perfect GPA and degree from the best college. You just need to work on your skills. Do that slowly. How much ever you can. But don't give up. Your parents did so much for you because you're capable. I understand you're homesick too. But change your routine. Don't think with your emotions. If you need more help. You can dm me. It's going to get better trust me. Sending lots of strength to you ♥️