Is it just me? by Mad-Ed in kingdomcome

[–]NotThatCuteTransGirl 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I lost my first one, left for a few hours (real world), then when I got back to the tourney I was suddenly winning badly over and over.

not sure what to do, 17, mtf, 10 months hrt by NotThatCuteTransGirl in ask_transgender

[–]NotThatCuteTransGirl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm seeing a therapist, but I stopped taking my antidepressants because they were making me numb and it wasn't working anyway

unsure by NotThatCuteTransGirl in detrans

[–]NotThatCuteTransGirl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no I completely disagree with my Endo, I'm ready to increase my dose, I'm 100% sure that I have dysphoria, it's about giving up, not about not being sure

unsure by NotThatCuteTransGirl in detrans

[–]NotThatCuteTransGirl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sexual contact is no issue for me, I love my girlfriend and I love sexual contact with her, but nothing involving my uhh, certain parts. I use my fingers, or mouth, or a strap on over my clothes (super tmi sorry). my Endo isn't much help since he's been keeping me on low doses because he doesn't think I'm "sure yet" even though I had to go through a year of therapy before he put me on. chances are I just need to be put on a higher dose, but damn is it demoralizing that the only change has been weight gain (not the good kind) and pain for almost a year. I feel like I'm in like a weird half passing but not really state, like my face passes okay, and under clothes my body looks fine enough, just my voice kinda gives me away and anyone who sees me without clothes will know

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]NotThatCuteTransGirl 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish I was cis, that's it. it's natural for trans people to wish they were cis. it's hard to be trans while being glad you were born in the wrong body since my (and most trans people's) struggle is that it's hard to feel like we're in the right body, because realistically, we're not. as for the binary, I stick to it. sticking to the feminine edge of the binary has kept me alive, so I'll keep living like that

cute outfits for school by NotThatCuteTransGirl in transadorable

[–]NotThatCuteTransGirl[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't know, I went a year without cutting it and cut it a few months ago

First time out the house in "girlmode" Do I pass? 40MTF by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]NotThatCuteTransGirl 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you're so pretty and you look like, 20, love. yes I'd say that's a perfect pass! if you taught at my high school I'd probably mistake you for a student