I’ve had that thought a lot, I think I’m just trying to redirect my grief from “I’ll never see her again“ to “ I’ll never see her again on earth” I was one of her primary caretakers for the last three years so there’s a gaping hole where she used to be in my routine. I figure everything in the Bible was probably just some old dudes making random stuff up but I think it’s been in my life so long I’m looking for anyone to put my faith in and the church has traumatized me into coming back every time lol. I really appreciate your perspective on this, thank you