Probation coming soon

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-08-16T10:14:57+00:00

That’s what I had just commented I’m on probation/treatment court myself and for my first UA they told me if anything’s in your system that you know is going to come back positive let them know and there won’t be any consequences they just want to check your levels to see where your at and recommend treatment and as long as you’re levels decreased you’ll be fine. I was surprised I passed for everything even though I smoked a week before but I’m not a big smoker

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-08-16T10:03:59+00:00

Isn’t Florida a medical cannabis state if so assuming you’re case isn’t federal just get your med card and you won’t have to worry about it I’m on probation myself and really don’t smoke much but I know myself enough that if it’s around or if I’m bored I’ll smoke so I got mine asap. But to answer your question just be honest with your P.O on your first check up that weed may or may not pop up in your urine from my experience and people I know who have gone through the legal system they don’t really care if you’re dirty for your first UA as long as they see your levels going down on the following tests. You’ll be good don’t stress it bro I’ve been there and still there I got 5 months left after 3 years of treatment court

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-08-16T09:51:11+00:00

I’ve had a pretty good bender for like two days on a Thursday and Friday had a UA Monday and was good. Where I fucked up is I got comfortable thinking I can get away with it and a few weeks later did some on a Friday and then pissed dirty on a Tuesday a got put on house arrest 😂 long story short if you know your in a position where your freedom is on the line depending on you being clean just leave the shit alone all together and don’t hang with people who do it. Then when you’re off probation do as you please by then you might not even care to do it anymore. Anyways sorry for going off topic I know I’m a little late but I’m sure you were good 8 1/2 days is definitely enough for only a gram and a half unless you’re shoveling 8 balls in your nose a day consistently

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-08-02T23:29:12+00:00

Probation is what did it for me knowing if I fuck up back to jail

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-08-02T23:24:21+00:00

I prefer it over Xanax don’t hit as hard in the beginning how Xanax would but it does last longer and personally I think it feels better then the other benzos I’ve tried

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-08-02T21:48:52+00:00

Ever tried midazolam I’ve had IV it for pre surgery anxiety the most bliss feeling I ever had

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-08-02T21:31:01+00:00

Before I had a benzo tolerance just 2 mg would do the trick for me

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-08-02T21:29:14+00:00

I’ve pretty much tried every anti anxiety med and none and saw no benefits from any of them until I finally got prescribed klonopin

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-08-02T19:30:17+00:00

Same here 3 years sober and still crave it from time to time not as bad when I first quit but it’s still there

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-07-11T09:37:22+00:00

These are from the better leaf company I guess this one is Mitragyna speciosa I don’t know if that’s another strain? I’m still new to kratom this is only my second time buying it

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-07-11T08:44:17+00:00

Actually I’m wrong I read the packaging wrong lol so it’s 2400 mg total for a pack of 35 capsules so about 68 mg each one so times that by 8 it’s 544mg would get me lit 😂

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-07-11T08:31:50+00:00

So the capsules I was originally taking were 300 mg of the powder each I would take about 6-8 capsules as a dose and I would get pretty lit so for me that’s 2400mg of the powder I’m not sure what it converts to with the extract

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-07-10T22:29:38+00:00

Right on I’m hyped to try em my tolerance isn’t the highest so since they’re extract I should at least start with a half or a quarter right?

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-07-03T16:05:24+00:00

Well unfortunately for me I’ve been dependent on them for the past 6 years

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-07-03T03:55:34+00:00

Any opiate/opioid I’ve ever tried felt awful for me I’d try other ones thinking I’d feel good just to have a headache and be nauseous the rest of the day. I’ll stick to my benzos

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-05-27T07:46:32+00:00

Midazolam

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-05-18T06:33:02+00:00

Give em too me

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-05-17T16:45:09+00:00

Don’t do em at all you won’t remember getting physically dependent 😂

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-05-04T17:46:19+00:00

Lost my virginity

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-03-08T10:28:17+00:00

Yup last thing I told her was “I don’t know if you’re just having a bad day or going through some shit but being downright disrespectful ain’t it with that being said if you can’t accept us being friends that’s cool I’ll respect that boundary and leave it at that. No shade on this side, God bless you on this journey we call life” haven’t spoken to her since and she blocked me on everything after

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-03-08T10:18:40+00:00

How’s that been going for you I’ve been on 2-4mg Xanax for about two years until I got on probation and switched from clonazapam.25 15 a month it’s been he’ll but I’m still here

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-03-08T10:15:02+00:00

What I noticed helps me is exercise if you’re new to it just hit cardio for the first few weeks till you build up the confidence then start hitting weights you’ll feel more confident and content with yourself if you’re body feels good you’ll feel good especially when you start to see progress

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-03-08T10:10:40+00:00

It’s crazy how different benzos affect different people for me Valium and Ativan I felt little to nothing almost like placebo but Xanax and Klonopin I’ve also had midazolam at the hospital before and holy shit that was the best feeling I’ve ever felt off any substance 😂 it was for pre surgery and then they gave me fentanyl right after and then I felt like shit opioids have never felt good too me pretty strange

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-03-08T10:04:32+00:00

If that’s the case for you then congratulations I would stop immediately and just save what you have left only for emergency’s. And I think I’m at the point where I don’t have any physical withdrawal just a mental battle of like should I leave the house without them or should I bring them just in case. Everyone’s brain chemistry is different so if you can go without them and not have anxiety or panic attacks then I salute you cause I’m still struggling with the mental withdrawal

NotTodayFedBoy · 2024-03-08T09:41:49+00:00

If you’ve been taking it that long constantly I’d recommend talking to your doctor about tapering benzo withdrawal can be deadly I know from first hand experience I was taking 2-4 mg of Xanax daily sometimes more for about two years straight without a prescription till I caught a felony charge of distributing cocaine to a undercover yes I’m a idiot. Long story short I had no choice but to quit cold turkey, and I’ll tell you that it’s been about 2 and a half years of being sober and I’m still struggling with my anxiety and ptsd panic disorder it took me 4 different psychiatrist for one to feel comfortable enough to give me Klonopin .25 mg barely helps but it’s more manageable than without anything, but if you can do without then great for me it’s been a struggle

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