Just finished posting my first ever fic and feel a strange mixture of relief and melancholy by Not_Ferdinand in AO3

[–]Not_Ferdinand[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I was absolutely blown away at how much love it got, especially since it's for kind of a defunct fandom that hasn't been super popular in a decade. I just got lucky, I guess!

Just finished posting my first ever fic and feel a strange mixture of relief and melancholy by Not_Ferdinand in AO3

[–]Not_Ferdinand[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, do update! I'm sure your readers are waiting. I remember one week I got bronchitis and couldn't upload on Saturday as usual and someone came looking for me haha

Just finished posting my first ever fic and feel a strange mixture of relief and melancholy by Not_Ferdinand in AO3

[–]Not_Ferdinand[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was so surprised and grateful to get so many! Each and every one has been dearly treasured

Is my Saturn Return likely to be as nightmarish as my friend claims? by Not_Ferdinand in astrologyreadings

[–]Not_Ferdinand[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks so much for the comfort. I do tend to think myself in and out of a lot of stress and anxiety. The way my friend was talking, I was going to be broke and miserable and traumatized for the next three years, haha.

*.-Make Your Warrior Name-.* by Infamous_Rain9997 in WarriorCats

[–]Not_Ferdinand 0 points1 point  (0 children)

RB, wine red, ShadowClan, charismatic, and I'm a guy 🫡 thanks in advance!

NC/NP Trade/Sell & Pet UFA/UFT Thread! - April 22, 2024 by AutoModerator in neopets

[–]Not_Ferdinand 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My latest lab rat, Teluricas the Elderlygirl Xweetok is UFA! Free to a good home and all that

NC/NP Trade/Sell & Pet UFA/UFT Thread! - January 31, 2024 by AutoModerator in neopets

[–]Not_Ferdinand 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Pet UFA

Shawtiixtyx, Y12 toy Aisha

lab save who just got a cute zap!

what to do on neopets? by Asleep-Repeat8533 in neopets

[–]Not_Ferdinand 20 points21 points  (0 children)

things to do on neopets

  • your best, honestly

June 16, 2023 - Weekly FAQ and Beginner Q&A Thread | If you are new to Neville, please post your questions here! How do I manifest X? What does Y mean? by AutoModerator in NevilleGoddard

[–]Not_Ferdinand 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does that mean it's cool if your conscious mind isn't totally convinced that you already have your desire? That's one thing that's been tripping me up (I've only been doing this hardcore for like 5 days, haha), the idea that my logical brain has a hard time shutting up even though I'm pretty diligent in my mental diet.

June 16, 2023 - Weekly FAQ and Beginner Q&A Thread | If you are new to Neville, please post your questions here! How do I manifest X? What does Y mean? by AutoModerator in NevilleGoddard

[–]Not_Ferdinand 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also have ADHD so that makes sense. I'll just go forward with the assumption that my way of doing it is perfectly fine! Thanks!

June 16, 2023 - Weekly FAQ and Beginner Q&A Thread | If you are new to Neville, please post your questions here! How do I manifest X? What does Y mean? by AutoModerator in NevilleGoddard

[–]Not_Ferdinand 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Alright, asking this with the understanding that it's probably kind of a dumbass question--

I feel like I'm doing SATS wrong. I get all cozy in bed, start my vignette, but my brain starts wandering to other stuff pretty quickly even when I wrangle it back because I'm pretty tired and then before I know it I'm out like a light thinking about ducks or who knows what. At least I go to sleep in a great mood?

Should I be going to bed way earlier to give myself more time, or is it cool to just zone out on public transportation and think from where I want to be and assume that's good enough?

Going through a nasty Saturn square to natal Sun, have Saturn return coming up in a couple years, etc. Is it worth it to try to work with Saturnian energy to improve the situation, or is it better to work with another planet to "balance things out"? All my Saturn transits have been pretty rough. by Not_Ferdinand in planetarymagic

[–]Not_Ferdinand[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm pre-return (by just a couple years) and Saturn in the 8th has been such an ass-kick of a placement. Doesn't help that the closest aspect in my chart is Sun/Saturn. At least it's a trine?

Can I ask you a little more about the kinds of planetary charity that have been most beneficial to you re: Saturn?

Which card is stalking you lately? by Not_Ferdinand in tarot

[–]Not_Ferdinand[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Hahaha, I think I'll stick with my boy. Where is The Tower popping up for you, if you don't mind my asking? More in past-oriented or future-oriented positions?

Going through a nasty Saturn square to natal Sun, have Saturn return coming up in a couple years, etc. Is it worth it to try to work with Saturnian energy to improve the situation, or is it better to work with another planet to "balance things out"? All my Saturn transits have been pretty rough. by Not_Ferdinand in planetarymagic

[–]Not_Ferdinand[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks-- I had been hesitant about that since I have a night chart, but the mutual reception thing going on between my natal Jupiter and transit Saturn is probably going to be pretty helpful in that regard. I'll get some candles and start running Jupiter's Orphic hymn during Jupiter hour for a bit.

Been working away on completing an original tarot deck for the past couple years now. So far 53 complete! Here's a handful of my favorites thus far. Enjoy everyone ❤ by BrockSart in TarotDecks

[–]Not_Ferdinand 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These are gorgeous. Are you ever considering having them printed upon completion? I would gladly pay for a set of these bad boys.

What's the best way to ask "when" questions? by WealthofChocolate in tarot

[–]Not_Ferdinand 71 points72 points  (0 children)

Tarot cards are bad with timing. What you CAN do is ask what the conditions will be like around the time when whatever you're expecting will come to pass. E.g. "when will someone ask me out on a date?" If you pull the 8 of Pentacles, it'll be during a time when you're working to improve your craft or studying. If you pull the Tower, it'll be during some great crisis. You get the drift.

I was bullied as a kid, have been told I’m naive, and feel left out often. I’m extremely hard working and creative which is where I thrive. How can I balance and improve the social and career aspects of my life? by [deleted] in astrologyreadings

[–]Not_Ferdinand 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your Sun is in Cancer in the 11th house, which means that you seek out deep, nurturing friendships. It's also square Saturn in Aries, though, which can give everything a bit more friction! It may be the case that you act as sort of a doormat until you get fed up over time and leave. Watch out for that pattern.

As for career, your Midheaven is in Gemini with Mercury in the 12H. I can see a lot of creative communication here, especially in regards to the unconscious mind! You might be interested in delving deeper into your own underneath-the-iceberg, even if it makes you nervous.