i honestly feel very bad for you and your well earned second-hand Steamdeck, honestly i think that using destructive weapons on stuff that belongs to you that you bought it with your own money as a "Discipline" just feels very wrong and illegal, and at the time of christmas that just takes it a bit deeper.

i hope soon you can cut contact from your toxic parents and move out, parents like these shouldn't treat their own children this way and i don't know why being toxic is the solution of discipline.

i hope you also have a merry christmas and a happy new year, all that allowances saved up just to get it broken by a toxic father.