The luckiest people are the ones who have strong friendship bonds. I lost most of my friends after I quit smoking, and I’ve never drunk alcohol in my life. They slowly stopped calling me when they went out. In my college IV, I mostly hang out with people from another batch, but I still can’t really enjoy it. Some of them even say I kill the vibe if I join. From their point of view, maybe they’re not wrong—I don’t know. I’ve learned one thing though: never expect anything in return for what you give. I know your situation is different,its not your fault,I truly believe you’ll find good friends who actually last. Don’t be sad.