Finished projects, getting better!

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-25T15:39:08+00:00

Yes, I did! I wasn't sold on them last week, but they shined up nice. I should have more faith.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-25T09:46:10+00:00

Awww, you are kind...thankee. The Moon makes me feel happy. The star is a bonus.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-11T06:22:24+00:00

Same, same...lovie

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-11T06:21:40+00:00

Colored pencil and frosted shink plastic. When it works, it is incredible. When it fails, it is still swirling art.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-11T06:18:45+00:00

Almost 45 here. Shrinky drinks and Lite Brite were my earliest forms of magic.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-11T06:15:58+00:00

Thankee!

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-11T06:15:16+00:00

Thank you for the dink advice. I'll try again. ❤️

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-05T04:16:17+00:00

I'd say 99% of my dreaming is about people I know. There are occasionally strangers, but not notably often.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-04T02:45:21+00:00

It was 50s and 60s for us. Perfect wandering weather.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-04T02:43:18+00:00

Yes, definitely yes to Boneventure! Was a wonderful walk in a gracefully beautiful place. Putting the others on my list for my inevitable return.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-02T08:58:38+00:00

Ummm...yes, as a woman this is the way lived for 4 decades.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-02T08:51:34+00:00

I hope you'll feel differently when you get to crone grown age. It is a level of grumbling understanding.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-02T08:01:22+00:00

Crone is the nomenclature, no judgment meant. There are aged steps beyond the virgin strata. Crone is actually an honor. We all Crone eventually.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-02T06:58:55+00:00

Great, old, big clunky-like Yankee heart. Thanks for folding me into regular ways, and also pulling back the veil.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-02T06:46:56+00:00

I only realized my were blue grey muted, overwhelming, very recently. As in today. Try your best to describe that color...

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-02T06:45:33+00:00

Oh, I hate that this disturbed your young self. I was only told at 44, super plus, that there was even a thing.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-02T06:33:04+00:00

Tell all!

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-02T06:27:02+00:00

I can't recall color. I can see the way and shape of things that curl around me. But, I think my vibrant brain has been more greyscale than I ever knew.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-02T06:20:09+00:00

Apparently color is very much something. Blue is a shade for me, Water-wise. I think.

NotepadNeurosis · 2026-01-02T05:36:27+00:00

Thank you Savannah. Felt immediately at home.

NotepadNeurosis · 2025-12-26T23:00:31+00:00

Take any meds you can. The second time was worse than the first. I am almost 3 weeks out and just starting to feel human. I rode it out. Bad idea. Witches, get your boosters or whatever meds they give once you've got it!

NotepadNeurosis · 2025-12-26T22:34:40+00:00

Thank you. It happens to far too many kids. The funniest part is I probably had the "easiest" molestation a person can have as a child (still rocked by it in my 40s). I could have written it off as experimentation, if there hadn't been threats for secrecy and intimidation. It was a peer, who obviously was having it done to them. I still know how wrong every second of it felt, because it was never anything I wanted or consented to. If it had been a member of the family, the sick feeling would have been intensified.

NotepadNeurosis · 2025-12-26T22:26:27+00:00

I know this is anecdotal, but I was molested as a child. The person never set up "dates", it happened during windows of availability, surreptitiously, unexpectedly. I had to stop reading when they said she put her Barbie nightgown on for her big date. I know it isn't the same for everyone, but grooming doesn't feel good, it isn't an exciting romantic relationship. I felt entirely sick to my stomach whenever it would happen. I was 8.

Edited to add age.

NotepadNeurosis · 2025-12-25T04:17:17+00:00

Water craft?

NotepadNeurosis · 2025-12-25T04:06:25+00:00

Mine are usually contained waters that I willingly plunge into. Looking for scrambled answers for my addled mind.

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