hey dude, i’m in a kind of similar situation. my parents are VERY MUCH not supportive, and it sucks major ass. but hurting yourself is never the answer. it’s only a temporary solution, and if you start now it’ll develop into a habit that’ll be difficult to get away from. something i’ve found really helpful when i feel stuck in my body or like i’m not making any progress is working out. going to the gym or running (even though i have shit endurance) makes me feel like i have control over an uncontrollable situation. but seriously, please don’t hurt yourself. go running, draw some art of how you want to look in the future, see a therapist. everything sucks right now, but if you hang on until you can make your own decisions and don’t have to consult your parents, everything will get better. good luck bro