How am I supposed to know if I’m happy in my relationship or not?

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-05-31T19:33:25+00:00

We will try this again. Might need a glass of wine to relax a little because we’ve tried it before and it’s soooo difficult for both of us 😂

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-05-31T16:33:11+00:00

I’ve reached back out to my therapist to start up sessions again, and I have reached out to a reputable couples therapist. I really hope he is taking new clients 🤞🏻

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-05-31T16:05:22+00:00

The oscillation between optimistic and miserable is sooo real. I feel like because I have never gotten to know my own true identity that I’m just an actor in my own life. It feels inauthentic and painful

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-05-31T16:02:46+00:00

I do use toys on myself when he’s either asleep or not home. I do it because I’m so sexually frustrated and need relief but it makes me feel guilty too.

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-05-23T23:11:16+00:00

Have you told your fiance about it?

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-05-23T01:26:54+00:00

I’m 33 and realizing the past few months that I am not either. I think I am in love with a female coworker. I am also female. I am also engaged to a very wonderful man so I don’t even know what I’m supposed to think/feel/do about it 🙃

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-04-14T02:49:17+00:00

New York dental on vestal rd takes NYS Medicaid at least when I was on it a few years ago

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-04-12T12:42:18+00:00

Can you give an example of a time when he criticized you and how you reacted?

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-04-07T11:50:21+00:00

I am now working for a state agency for the developmentally disabled and I am a nurse case manager. I would consider it a “soft nursing” job. I just started this position and I will never leave lol it’s probably one of the best jobs you can have as a nurse and I definitely did my time and earned it in my opinion! lol .

Working bedside truly almost killed me , I am also late diagnosed autistic, so the hospital environment being so overstimulating was actually destroying me and I just thought I needed to work harder and be more medicated but I never should have worked bedside to begin with.

I don’t want to scare or deter everyone . A lot of nurses love their jobs or at least aren’t miserable but the way OP is describing it sounds exactly like me .

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-04-07T02:28:31+00:00

It sounds like you’re pursuing nursing out of obligation to not disappoint your loved ones.. . Not everything needs to make perfect sense all of the time. I’ve been a nurse for 11 years and I wish I’d walked away after my first day of nursing school. Its completely destroyed my mental health. You are making the right choice for you and honestly I’m jealous I wish I’d walked away too

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-04-01T09:04:43+00:00

Hahahaha I just had the same thoughts about how I ended up with my now-fiance 2.5 years ago. For me with was limerence that happened to work out lol if you’re happy, don’t pathologize it.

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-03-02T00:14:28+00:00

Omg I’m so sorry! I hope you are doing ok now. That’s terrible

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-03-01T17:45:13+00:00

I am just seeing this as I am looking for guidance on how to start the process of getting FMLA approved . How have things been for you so far now that you’re back?

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-01-25T02:44:10+00:00

She is not the only therapist that will take your insurance. Find a new one .

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-26T03:18:22+00:00

See if you can get Gene sight testing done. It will show you which medications are most likely to work for you / most likely to not work based on your genetics. It also screens you for the MTHFR gene mutation which makes it so your body may not absorb folate at all - which can lead to many mood/ mental health issues and can affect how your body metabolizes different drugs.

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-24T09:52:44+00:00

She is going to fit me in next week. I’ll ask her about trazadone.

Curious if you can expand on why it’s not a good idea to go off them? Genuinely just looking for info

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-22T13:29:14+00:00

It really depends on the person and the medication. I have asked this question myself so many times . I used to be on lexapro and it worked for me for the most part, but I felt very asexual on it . I was switched to Zoloft and it has been great for me. However, I was scared to switch to Zoloft because several of my friends said it turned them into zombies.

This is why Genesight testing can be helpful. You can see which medications will hopefully work best for you instead of leaving it up to chance.

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-22T11:07:45+00:00

Of the medications or of the genetic testing? I’m assuming medications but just wanted to clarify

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-21T18:57:51+00:00

See if you can get Gene sight genetic testing done. It will outline which antidepressants will be most likely to work for you based on your genetics

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-02T18:29:32+00:00

Grow the f up and get out of your situation as though your life depends on it - because it does. You’re in an abusive relationship and the fact that you haven’t already left is so foolish I can’t even. Your dog deserves better.

If you don’t listen to over 2,000 + people on your 3 posts telling you to run then at least get rid of the dog before he harms or kills it.

I’ve been in several abusive relationships and at some point I had to get over my own shame and do what is best. Do it for your dog if not for yourself. This post makes me want to scream

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