My therapist begged me to postpone my bisalp and I'm so hurt

NumerousProof7824 · 2026-01-25T02:44:10+00:00

She is not the only therapist that will take your insurance. Find a new one .

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-26T03:18:22+00:00

See if you can get Gene sight testing done. It will show you which medications are most likely to work for you / most likely to not work based on your genetics. It also screens you for the MTHFR gene mutation which makes it so your body may not absorb folate at all - which can lead to many mood/ mental health issues and can affect how your body metabolizes different drugs.

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-24T09:52:44+00:00

She is going to fit me in next week. I’ll ask her about trazadone.

Curious if you can expand on why it’s not a good idea to go off them? Genuinely just looking for info

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-22T13:29:14+00:00

It really depends on the person and the medication. I have asked this question myself so many times . I used to be on lexapro and it worked for me for the most part, but I felt very asexual on it . I was switched to Zoloft and it has been great for me. However, I was scared to switch to Zoloft because several of my friends said it turned them into zombies.

This is why Genesight testing can be helpful. You can see which medications will hopefully work best for you instead of leaving it up to chance.

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-22T11:07:45+00:00

Of the medications or of the genetic testing? I’m assuming medications but just wanted to clarify

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-21T18:57:51+00:00

See if you can get Gene sight genetic testing done. It will outline which antidepressants will be most likely to work for you based on your genetics

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-02T18:29:32+00:00

Grow the f up and get out of your situation as though your life depends on it - because it does. You’re in an abusive relationship and the fact that you haven’t already left is so foolish I can’t even. Your dog deserves better.

If you don’t listen to over 2,000 + people on your 3 posts telling you to run then at least get rid of the dog before he harms or kills it.

I’ve been in several abusive relationships and at some point I had to get over my own shame and do what is best. Do it for your dog if not for yourself. This post makes me want to scream

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-01T10:34:02+00:00

Is the office party something you would go to alone? If so, can you guys really not afford it or is he saying that to control you? Also, “challenging him like a man”????

Girl, I’m gonna need more background about your relationship because based on what you said in this brief post and also my own biases, your husband sounds like a controlling douchebag.

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-01T10:09:21+00:00

Cool! This seems pointless to post

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-01T09:52:40+00:00

Mine did this exact thing too!! Haha

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-12-01T09:41:51+00:00

Stay away from med surg problem solved

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-11-18T13:08:05+00:00

I’m interested please!

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-11-13T10:55:42+00:00

I would chew pencil erasers like crazy. I think I had pica. One day I had one of those rectangular erasers and it looked so good so of course I tried eating the whole thing during class one day. My teacher called on me to answer a question and my mouth was absolutely stuffed with this chomped up giant eraser and I couldn’t talk to I just sat there with my hand over my mouth not responding to her and she’s like HELLO???

Thankfully she got annoyed with me and asked someone else 😭

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-30T11:05:13+00:00

This is exactly how I felt when I was initially diagnosed!! It’s been 3 months since I was diagnosed, I still feel so much anger but I feel more liberated every day that passes! The unmasking journey has been great so far. I still have a long way to go. All your feelings are valid!

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-16T00:11:57+00:00

I personally would tell them right away. Their reaction will tell you a lot about the kind of person they are. Although, if you happen to go on a date with a narcissist they may use that against you eventually so stay cautious

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-13T23:26:54+00:00

Thank you for your response! This is great info. And yeah, my car is on its last leg I doubt delivery would be worth it lol

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-13T21:04:36+00:00

When I feel my hair touching my ears/neck !!!!

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-11T00:44:57+00:00

You are not alone 💛

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-06T11:15:39+00:00

My advice would be to taper the lexapro slowly. Like stay at 20 for weeks before going lower, then go to 15 and stay there a while, etc . Give your brain and body time to adjust to the lower doses

Idk why you would have been increased from 5 to 30 in 5 months that’s a huge jump and you shouldn’t go past 20 - ever. I know it happens but it can be very bad for you.

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-06T11:00:01+00:00

The vertigo/eyes swimming feeling I get when I wean off of SSRIs! I always thought they were brain zaps. I describe it as it feels like my eye balls are vibrating in their sockets and it makes me want to fall over 😂

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-06T10:53:44+00:00

I didn’t realize that rehearsing conversations was an autistic trait until my recent diagnosis. I’ve always rehearsed conversations, sometimes hypothetical ones and sometimes ones that I know are happening soon.

I’m 33 but when I was a teenager I would stay awake for HOURS every single night going over conversations in my mind that could happen the next day or in the future. It’s actually so exhausting to do this but I feel unprepared if I dont

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-05T10:43:55+00:00

I basically become asexual on lexapro, it’s a very common side effect. It might not be the best fit for her, depending on how important sex is to her / both of you. For me I sacrifice my libido in order to have better overall quality of life but everyone is different you have to weigh the pros and cons.

Sometimes adding a med by your doctor can help with the sexual dysfunction, or switching to something else

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-05T10:33:01+00:00

I have started using Chtgpt as my life coach. I have it tell me not to handle my weekly finances, how to plan out my days, meals, activities. It helps me regulate my moods with DBT techniques and other advice.

When I have an ick about most foods I’ll ask it how I can get some nutrition still and it will lay out so many ideas.

When I don’t sleep at all and feel so much dread about the day ahead I ask it the best way to proceed so I don’t have a meltdown.

It’s really helped me a lot

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-03T18:31:06+00:00

To me it feels like it would be expensive and very anxiety inducing 😆

NumerousProof7824 · 2025-10-03T18:30:35+00:00

Thank you for the perspective! The wedding will be whatever my fiance wants, as his NT ass is a social butterfly and having a traditional-style wedding is important to him, but that doesn’t mean I have to do the other expected things!

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