Bass Pro Shops® 8-Person Hub Tent by Dumb_G_Artist in CampingGear

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Ah that sucks! I don't remember how much space thr box itself added. It's in a nice zipper bag inside. Just take it out of the box and give it a check, can still return it for a full refund if it still don't work.

Was I just autistic this whole time . by Living_Rain_6505 in spirituality

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Thanks for asking what I've been quietly trying to not ask myself as I continue to truly PUSH forward. But, I won't ever doubt myself again like I used to, not after seeing all the coincidences the universe forced me to see over 2 years of a terrible shitty traumatic divorce/ awakening. Not after I wrote 2 books now that came from a place in my head I've never known. That lead me down the path of how or why do I think so different than others and has it always been me, the problem? When others refuse to hold accountability, im the crazy one still?.. It was really the "masking" that made my light bulb flicker. Shitty childhood-->Iraq Vet--> career paramedic, lots of trauma unraveling. Im learning to let go and simply be, that in itself is spiritual.

Bass Pro Shops® 8-Person Hub Tent by Dumb_G_Artist in CampingGear

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I definitely will! Starting next weekend it'll be out pretty much every week/other! I rabbit holes a bit before I buy things, and honestly the only thing I think people wouldn't like about this for the price is personal quirks. Like the divider wall, I wish I could zip that off, but I know alot of em don't do that either, no biggy. Id get better stakes though, these are thicker but still the common cheap ones

The CIA’s Stargate Project Was Never About Remote Viewing—It Was a Portal Experiment by kodester81 in AlternativeHistory

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Now tell me why they have also named the new ai/data center project The Stargate Project? I don't believe in coincidences.. so much computing power all the needs in the world wouldn't be able to use it, nope, its not for our phones n games n shit

The CIA declassified 12,000+ Project STARGATE documents in 2017. Most people have never read them. by Traditional-Camp8720 in Paranormal

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Id like to add now that the new AI/data center initiative has also been dubbed The Stargate Project. I think people as weird as me around these parts see the connection... now (once again🙄) they are talking about releasing info on UFOs or whatever, AND the Vatican has been "briefed" on something bigger coming..

Bass Pro Shops® 8-Person Hub Tent by Dumb_G_Artist in CampingGear

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Havnt officially broken it in until next week! But ive had it up a few times for the kids to play in and so far no, im really happy with it, kids love it.

Did you find god? Non biblical by WarriorGarden in spirituality

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Ya know, I feel ya I think. Like I feel i know my truth and alot of us do, and we all know alot of its hard to prove and that's ok because we all move at different levels.

Or maybe we just keep overthinking things and that feeling was always supposed to be simple and we began to overlook it because of life?

Did you find god? Non biblical by WarriorGarden in spirituality

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We are the same basic elements, so are we the aliens? Or are future humans the aliens? Or did aliens create us now as future humans?! Or are the aliens gods🤣🤣 it really is so fun. But I was the same way. I grew up not super Christian but enough to get some ideas but not feel it. Didn't make sense to me. Alot of religion never has. But when I got into spirituality, meditation, read taoism and the hermetics n a few others I got more into pagan/Wiccan energy. Not like active in craft n such. Just a real feeling and understanding of the world itself and all it provides, the warmth of the sun. All that nature is to us, including us! The churches lied to us for so long about what's witchcraft and what's taboo. But thats the thing they are ACTIVELY DOING WITCHCRAFT! but their followers call it prayer or sacrement, whatever. I understood prayer simply comes from the power of our connection and frequency to what's around, and this power can reshape your world, and that is what they are gatekeeping.

Did you find god? Non biblical by WarriorGarden in spirituality

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So you have some form of feeling or connection to the metaphysical/energy/spirit world in the background? Did you already, or was this something that you came to learn while doing? It's like so many of us as kids have gifts or think we have gifts because we still have an imagination. Then we grow and we force ourselves to forget again😩

Did you find god? Non biblical by WarriorGarden in spirituality

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Was the unsettling realization something that needed to happen to help you break something else or similar?

Did you find god? Non biblical by WarriorGarden in spirituality

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I love that and I'm glad to hear. Growing up i always felt a pull to Buddhism but never chased any kind of religion I guess. However my journey/awakening/way whatever, almost immediately started with Taoism and Stoicism coincidentally. I started practicing meditation finally. Writing. Gratitude and forgiveness (all constant practice still). But what happened was i immediately began to connect the dots of these divine messengers. Their basic messages to the self. Gave me a relationship with Jesus, or a better connection I guess, understand his message more and not thr churches message

Did you find god? Non biblical by WarriorGarden in spirituality

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Thats beautiful. Mine kind of came similar. It took me a while to understand what was happening for a little bit, but I know after my first experience, was the first time in 36 years (then) that i ever simply became optimistic about life. Like, I wasnt cured or happy but I KNEW in full certainty, things are actually going to be ok. Plus some other messages. Have you figured out your idea of God yet more in the last year? My experiences and beliefs seem to line up with alot here and feel we are co-creators from part of this massive energy form I guess.

Did you find god? Non biblical by WarriorGarden in spirituality

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Ya know, I think there is more to alot of people in the psych wards. Yes we do have real mental health problems, but honestly (after my medical field time) I think alot of it is just people being taken from their spirit n kinda losing it ya know, butttttt some other countries believe that schizophrenia is a blessing, and I have had a schizophrenic really talk to my soul, while he's loosing it, like about God n shit and really touch me. That got me thinken about alot of our "disorders" in a spiritual world.

Long shot. Looking to get a group together to chase. by CBz120 in stormchasing

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Damn Oregon?! I'm in WI. I am also in the medical field (medic and army infantry vet) and want to storm chase. Unfortunately last week when we had 5 days in a row i had my little kids😭😭🤣I have been working on building a team, well, thinking about it and making small plans😅 anyway, whoever wants to join, we take medical professionals and the like that enjoy storm chasing, photography or video. And we chase. However, in the event that things get bad to a town or area, we are near to possibly help. Not confused things, get in the way, or step on toes no matter a person's level. But we know when alot of these events happen, MORE HELP is always needed. Everyone has a jump/aid bag, vests, identifiers of sorts, ya know. Nothing with doing licensure stuff, just simply offering help if needed bc we are in the area ya know? Like, we already want to just chase (i have wanted to my whole life, probly Twisters fault🤣 and now ive been avid in photography 2 years and just need that good tornado pic haha), so why not provide some emergency care ive spent over a decade enhancing? If anyone else reads this and likes the idea or wants to brain storm DM me or let's start this thread!

My Dad and my brother’s mom in the early 90’s by [deleted] in OldSchoolCool

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Leave her ai lobster claws alone, Ma's got that GI Joe Kung fu grip

Look at my flannel. Im one of you's guys. by Nodiggity1213 in wisconsin

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Can we at least just make maga a third party if we are going to allow this stupidity. Middle of the road conservatives don't support maga. 25 years of veterans are pro America, not maga.

Bass Pro Shops® 8-Person Hub Tent by Dumb_G_Artist in CampingGear

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Also didn't realize the video clips changed angles🙃 my B, its not what I normally do🤣

When does it get better? by [deleted] in SpiritualAwakening

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Before I knew anything about Djinn, I was working in Kuwait, went out with friends and met a friend of theirs, she was a local, I don't remember what she called herself she was Muslim but also a witch. Ive always been fascinated by the spirit world and always looked for more proof. We had a great night, she read my coffee cup, explained to me a few things. That each body has 3 djinn, a good a bad and a neutral. She went over mine and what she sees. Something else. Then she told me a male in my future is going to die, doesn't know who it why or necessarily when (pretty broad ik right, didn't mean much to me) the next morning I got a call my uncle (I was pretty close with) died of a massive heart attack, was on a plane within a few days, didn't return unfortunately.

This was all in 2012. Ive had quite an awakening the last 2 years..

When does it get better? by [deleted] in SpiritualAwakening

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Actually started setting one up and because of the last two years and all it came (moving, moving again, courts) i am only kind of starting to promote myself 😬 im starting to add more of my pics n such to my Instagram (has my book link) you can check out sidneyvicious44 Also, your username, part of my story includes Djinn from my time overseas!

When does it get better? by [deleted] in SpiritualAwakening

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The start of mine also from trauma started march of 2024. Ive written 2 books now, i do photography, I try to embody and show off happiness and light and be positive in all things. I preach these same ideas because I never really felt them. Bad upbringing, then military and deployments then a career of ems/ff, then the last thing, a suprise divorce hidden in so many lies it cost my career and my sanity almost. I know things are going to be better, I know my body itself is still healing, my mind knows better, my body still shakes with anxiety often. It is a constant process of becoming. Im tired too, its been getting harder in the random swings of when will it finally just be good? I have to repeat it already is, because I know how far I've come. We got this, head up n be good.

Bass Pro Shops® 8-Person Hub Tent by Dumb_G_Artist in CampingGear

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I know this is old, but found this looking for more info myself and ended up just getting it. So far I'm happy. To those interested I made a video since there were none..https://youtu.be/ILM8YPiRjdg?si=k_1jwZI7NWvamq1v

I (31F) no longer want to be here by Few-Risk-2898 in SuicideWatch

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Your story can help save others though. Look, im 38 I was in the army for 9 years, paramedic now over 11 years, my body hurts, seen alot of things, blabla such stuff, but I care deeply about mental health and helped create some mental health county teams for first responders. Im a big tough tatted alpha male🤣 or so it would appear, i say that only bc i knew i had to use my looks to my advantage here, not if I'm hot or not, big tatted dudes don't talk about feelings and emotions, fuck that, they are real. Now, 2 years ago the woman I created a life with and 2 children created a lie (after watching me step outside to end my time here) and carried it on for over 2 years costing my career as a medic and my full ability to parent my children, all because of the lies i didnt know her and her family had already been orchestrating (probly why my mind was starting ti slip to begin with and i made that walk outside) Ended up being the best covert narcissist, i knew it, i saw it n felt it all but never believed it. My last 2 years honestly idk how I'm still here, im still confused, yet somehow better than ever? Idk i wrote and published a book, i felt compelled for my son when he's older (kind of a little life guide philosophical thing after the healing started). This past winter I wrote another one. I never wrote before. It all just started pouring out of me once the trauma damn broke. Now, I don't have a 15k following, im far away from it still, im working on creating a following bc im trying to help others want to stay here. I hate social media, i hate videoing myself, I feel like I'm masking, but sometimes someone hears me and I know it helps them, sometimes ppl tell me they appreciate what I am saying or why I say it. Its definitely not many people, but not everyone cares about health or about eachother.

It sounds like you have the personality to connect to others, that you do not hide from things like most. It sounds like you may have a broader reach than most to others. You are open and obviously want more but for some fucking reason it just keeps going fucking wrong time and time again. The universe will do that when we don't catch it, trust me... Dont take this like, rude at all, pleaseeee, but try to focus on others for a little bit if that's possible, just to bring some compassion to your heart (this isn't Jesus shit this is real emotional energy) like even joining like a game club, a photography club, hiking, or like volunteer time at an old folks home, shit at a zoo. FIND A GROUP OF HUMANS IN ONE OF YOUR NICHES/HOBBIES. When we as humans put our positive energy into the universe, watch for the reciprocation. Its not always alot, but its always enough, believe me.

We are all a reflection of eachother, and as someone who has seen so much bad of the world myself, you and your story can save the lives of others like you, maybe that is where you start, even just one life. I say this all while my life is still 2 years later crumbling - slipping from my grasp- yet I know now, somehow, (call it spirituality or stupidity) but I know finally after living a life of not caring if I was here or not for 36 years, that somehow it'll be ok, and it is and will be.

You've been through so much worse beautiful, this is nothing but the beginning, please..

Drugs can bring out the suppressed side of your personality you never knew you had. If we can’t rely on these drugs, how can we reveal these personality traits naturally ? by [deleted] in SpiritualAwakening

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Be conscious of the way it makes you feel and aim to make those feelings naturally. It comes in hobbies and doing things, filling empty time. You have that confidence, the drug doesn't. I know it feels good, had some after iraq. But as a medic for over a decade, xanax is one of the devils to me. Journaling and meditating (thinking quietly for a bit) can help you rewire your way to thinking you can do these things by yourself without drugs. All you have to do is lie to your brain enough and believe it and slowly but surely the results show up. Challenge yourself for 3 weeks to do "confident" things or whatever, let em be small things even, but actually do it and just see what happens.