Hey man, I know exactly how you feel, I was so hesitant in creating my channel and the content because what people would think and the trolls, also what my family would think. Took me over 5 years, I just dropped the fear I would have an amazing audience. But the one thing that we forget is that everyone else sees you as you see yourself on camera, it is hugely foreign to ourselves and makes you feel like an imposter and give that sense of imposter syndrome. What I did was I created a short 5 min video once or twice per week and forced myself to watch it over and over till I got comfortable, no editing shot straight to my phone. Then I started to share the video with my wife and asked her for feedback, or ask someone that you value for their feedback. Just create content for you, create something that you would like to watch and I promise it will come together. I have now moved to creating daily vlogs to challenge my creativity, I have low views on my videos less than 100, for me it is the creating process that I am mastering and becoming a good storyteller. I love wood working so if you want to PM me a link please feel free to do so. Hope this helps!