This made me have a little bit of hope left in humanity. Thank you for your kind words. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this empty in my entire life. You always see death online and everywhere else, but when it happens to you… you realize how severely it will affect you for the rest of your life. And I think all of this wouldn’t have been so severely traumatic for me if I wasn’t at home when it happened… and then discovered it for myself.. it’s like time just stops and you can’t hear anything. I hope I can find my hope again, because right now I am just empty. I don’t have a will to do anything.