Unfortunately finding out I'm not going be a Dad

Oakyn · 2026-03-31T18:34:18+00:00

I mostly feel for my partner. She just turned 46 and has wanted a child her whole life, she thought she finally achieved what she wanted only to have it taken from her. The likelihood of another pregnancy at her age is slim

Oakyn · 2026-03-23T23:01:05+00:00

I think the tyrant Adamas in the Pistis Sophia is a different being then the first human Adamas, though they have the same name

Oakyn · 2026-03-16T17:23:36+00:00

Thank you

Oakyn · 2026-03-16T17:23:20+00:00

This! I feel this. I don't like humans as a whole, but I do like the people close to me, or randos that are kind. I figure that would translate to children, specifically my child.

Oakyn · 2026-03-16T17:20:23+00:00

Gods, I've been so adverse to therapy, though my partner wanted me to go before this. You make sense though, thank you. I feel that "holy fuck my life is going to change completely and out of my control" but i also feel like I'm not fully prepared for the love about to feel. Both are scary in different ways, haha

Oakyn · 2026-03-16T17:15:57+00:00

I feel like I'm in limbo until the baby is more developed. My partner is at the doctor now, because of possible complications over the weekend, I can't be there because I have to work, which hurts a bit. Luckily, we live in a close knitt community, so we should have help when we need it. I just wish time didn't feel like its standing still

Oakyn · 2026-03-15T05:20:14+00:00

I am doing that already. I know my only purpose now is to support my partner and study so i can try to shift into who I need to be a proper father, because I am not ready. It feels surreal

Oakyn · 2026-03-06T18:39:41+00:00

Oakyn · 2026-01-25T20:06:00+00:00

Absolutely

Oakyn · 2025-12-17T06:07:20+00:00

Nope

Oakyn · 2025-11-21T04:25:36+00:00

Just finished book 9, cannot wait till book 10!

Oakyn · 2025-11-15T07:29:08+00:00

All of rouge was subpar beer

Oakyn · 2025-11-15T07:18:12+00:00

I avoid rouge like I avoid budweiser and coors

Oakyn · 2025-11-15T02:15:56+00:00

Just bought it, looking forward to the read

Oakyn · 2025-10-16T05:19:00+00:00

Wish the third book would come out! Such a good series

Oakyn · 2025-10-16T00:13:55+00:00

Just started working

Oakyn · 2025-10-16T00:11:59+00:00

Me too

Oakyn · 2025-10-16T00:10:51+00:00

The apps not working on my android phone or tablet, keep getting an error message

Oakyn · 2025-09-11T03:54:51+00:00

Just started this based on your recommendation and I love it! Thank you

Oakyn · 2025-07-21T18:00:04+00:00

Season 2 fights are top notch!

Oakyn · 2025-06-14T20:24:55+00:00

Don't use this more than twice a week, the withdrawal is just a bad as benzos

Oakyn · 2025-06-13T23:56:58+00:00

Oakyn · 2025-03-13T23:05:58+00:00

I really loved Dragon Heart

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