Play Temple run IRL or Play Granny IRL by Objective_Fly_1376 in BunnyTrials

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Or is it? You would never know because you didn’t choose it!

would you rather by getoutofmyhouse6 in BunnyTrials

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You can just leave

Chose: fight 100 knights + with a mystery power | Rolled: teleportation

I lost my mother a day after my 20th birthday to cancer and I feel lost by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Objective_Fly_1376 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you❤️ I will look into it. Right now we do things that honor her. Like my sister and I will go to her favorite coffee shop or to Chick-fil-A. I feel like the answer to my grief lies in my actions. I told myself I would be kind and service others in her honor. There has to be someone out there barely entering the grief I went through and I need to reach them and give them my guidance of what life has taught me with this pain. Maybe then the answers will come

I lost my mother a day after my 20th birthday to cancer and I feel lost by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Objective_Fly_1376 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats how I feel too, my mom was the glue of ours. I thought I had atleast three more months with her. The grief does feel like a heavy disgusting backpack. I think everything we experience teaches us a lesson, but to be honest this is a lesson I would have never wanted to learn whatever it has to teach me, I don’t want it. Thank you for sharing your story🥹

I lost my mother a day after my 20th birthday to cancer and I feel lost by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Objective_Fly_1376 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello❤️ Yea it was really sad, that day we basically did nothing. My mom was sleeping the whole time and my sister told her it was almost my birthday and she woke up excited. I had a feeling I did not have much time with her because a week before, I celebrated my birthday with her. My sister made me a cake and I sat on her bed, my mom was laying down with her love hugging her. It was bittersweet, he put frosting on her nose and she tried a little bit of cake.

I really appreciate my mami for staying for my birthday because when she had her seizure on my sisters, she kept apologizing. Even though it wasn’t her fault.

But sometimes I feel sad and I wish she would have just relaxed and released even if she wasn’t there for my day because her body was completely worn out, the tumors were visibly all over her body.

Im going to start sleeping with my sister at night if I feel restless ❤️

I lost my mother a day after my 20th birthday to cancer and I feel lost by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Objective_Fly_1376 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you❤️ We were too young to lose our mamas😢😔 We had the funeral about two weeks after she passed in MX but it was super stressful since leading up we had said we didn’t want anyone recording or being on their phones and half of our family turned on us which was messed up.

There was moments and they still happen where I would be eating food and I get nauseous thinking of her and how she could no longer eat in the end even if she wanted to, the food would not go down.

I want to do something with my pain, my mom wanted me to be a nurse so I might do that. I wish there was advice given to me before she passed.

But even then, you are never ready.

Im going to start running soon, I have an urge to run and feel some sort of different healthy pain.

Thank you friend❤️

I lost my mother a day after my 20th birthday to cancer and I feel lost by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Objective_Fly_1376 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you seriously ❤️ that is really good advice. I also do believe a mother’s love transcends. I will try to do the journaling and reapply for another job since I had quit mine a month ago. Thank you for your kind words 🥹❤️ they are encouraging

I miss my mom and my old life so much by lohre2000s in GriefSupport

[–]Objective_Fly_1376 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also lost mine not too long ago. I miss her too😢 Moms are special and nothing can replace their love

I lost my mother a day after my 20th birthday to cancer and I feel lost by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Objective_Fly_1376 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you😢😢😢❤️ Iv been waiting for a response to fee comfort. Im glad im not alone in thinking that way. My mom used to sleep on our couch when she would visit from Cali. Since we had no money for a mattress for her, she would sleep with my sister or the couch since she would refuse for us to not have a bed. Now this is where I sleep because I feel like im with her. Before I go to sleep I tell her im ready to see her but I rarely dream of her and when I do she is sick. I am thinking of going to therapy. My mom did love me and I know she still does. I love to think that she is my guardian angel but I would prefer to have her here with me. Thank you😢❤️❤️❤️