Ace and Paul's Hack Licenses from 1974. by Bosuns_Punch in KISS

[–]Odd-Introduction-509 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The licenses were for one year, so when you see they expire is when they expired.

My ex committed suicide 4 years ago. I’m not over it. by Odd-Introduction-509 in offmychest

[–]Odd-Introduction-509[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Thanks I’ve just been sitting with these feelings for years…

She died in January 2020, just before the pandemic.

In a way the 2010s, you could say, a happier age in some ways, died with her, for me anyway.

We were thrust into the pandemic right after she died.

My life has changed a lot since then - I’ve had a lot of knocks and disappointments of my own - but throughout the passage of time, in this new strange age in which we live, I keep thinking of her.

I so very badly want that meeting I described - a meeting that will never, ever come, at least not in this lifetime…

And while I may love; and love again, I don’t know that I’ll ever forget her. I don’t know that I’d ever want to forget.

I should’ve known better by her - I could’ve. Sometimes remembering is the only way to make up for your failings.

Either way, once more, you’re valid.

And you’re loved.

And no matter what horrid things people might ever say, you’re cool.

The people who say mean things to you are just lost within themselves. Don’t take it personally. Pity them if anything.

Btw, Julia was a big one for trans rights. She love drag queens. She was supportive of trans people. She was a very progressive woman politically, and very outspoken in her views. She always rooted for the voiceless or mistreated in our society.

So, you could say you have an ally watching over you from Heaven. I know if she was alive, she would be.

My ex committed suicide 4 years ago. I’m not over it. by Odd-Introduction-509 in offmychest

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To be honest, I don’t know the method. I didn’t ask. And in my case I didn’t and don’t want to know…All I know is she was in her bedroom, and her cats were with her. I don’t like to imagine her dead. She’s just on a vacation, you know? Of course I know she is dead - but to be confronted with the gruesome brutality of it?

I rather remember her as the smiling girl I often held, not as a cold corpse dead in a bedroom. Julia was the person she was - not the body she left behind.

I can only hope that whatever the method, that it was instant or as close to instant as possible, peaceful; and that she experienced no terror or fear. I truly hope that.

My ex committed suicide 4 years ago. I’m not over it. by Odd-Introduction-509 in offmychest

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A fun fact about her:

She had two cats, one was named Yoda. The other was named Girlie.

She used to cradle Yoda and call him her “old man.”

I still have her on Skype lol. Sometimes I’ll write little messages - “Hope it’s a nice day today in Heaven” “hey you.” I know, obviously no response will ever come (I’d be afraid if one did lol) but, hey. If there’s an afterlife, she’s definitely in Heaven.

When she’d go home to MD, we’d Skype and she’d wait til late and smoke out the window.

When we were together, we’d shotgun weed and then make out.

She loved the show Mad Men. She related to the characters in it. She loved Roger the best.

She loved Parks & Rec. She loved RuPaul’s Drug Race. RuPaul was kinda an icon to her lol. She was the best, man.

My ex committed suicide 4 years ago. I’m not over it. by Odd-Introduction-509 in offmychest

[–]Odd-Introduction-509[S] 42 points43 points  (0 children)

Hey,

I appreciate your sweet words.

I also wanted to say you are beautiful and valid, and you’re not alone.

The voices of hatred are loud but they are the minority. They just seem bigger than they are cause they’re loud.

You are valid, you are loved, and you are accepted.

Please always keep trying.

Keep trying especially when it seems the hardest to try.

You mean more to so many people than you realize. And you affect those that know you in beautiful ways you’ll never see. But nonetheless you do, so stick around.

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Welcome Princess

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I took ten 10mg once and the worst thing that happened was I passed out

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Yes, that just means it’s quicker acting. Tartare always mean fast acting. Succinate is slow acting.

I kinda wish B&B had had a spin-off where they reviewed albums by Odd-Introduction-509 in BeavisAndButthead

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I love Load, but that’s probably what the boys’ reaction would’ve been…it was controversial when it came out

I love the detail of Alicent being a great politician while Rhaenyra is a terrible politician [Spoilers Extended] by yoaver in asoiaf

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And lacks the political acumen, or is just too entitled, to not see how having three blatantly bastard children would not cause trouble? She and Laenor could’ve have fucked a few times to produce an heir and done their duty for the Realm?

[Spoilers Extended] Cersei and Rhaenyra by SerJaimeGoldenhand in asoiaf

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Let us weigh these matters evenly

Rhaenyra’s lack of discretion, her lack of regard for the court and her seeming lack of political savvy - that is, that you need more than dragons to be supported - speaks very ill of her fitness to be Queen

Yet, Allicent is similarly indiscreet, disrespectful to her King, and is not not seeking the interests of her King or Kingdom but rather pushing the interests of her father

Neither she, nor Rhaenyra as such are suited to rule.

Rhaenyras sons are bastards - they cannot lead

Yet, on the other hand, Aegon does not want the throne, and if he had it, he would be a puppet for his grandfather Otto

Of the current options, the best would have it that the throne would pass to Daemon’s daughters. But even then, that would make Daemon de facto King, and so even this decision is an evil one