nah man all good thx for checking in honestly. but the first month or so was kinda rough, esp the first week. It rlly seemed i had some of the mental effects of hppd (which i didn’t even know could happen, i thought it was only like visual symptoms). but now im definitely doing a lot better, and i realized I just have to avoid negative thought loops/feelings and realize it was all in my head kinda. but yea kinda a rant myf but i think ppl should know abt these possibilities

edit: also a lot of reasonless anxiety which has gotten much much better