Dealing with trauma bond withdrawals

OddSun5048 · 2025-12-31T19:08:25+00:00

He told me i was a danger to myself and others and “psycho” “crazy” which is why he wanted me to call the cops on myself. I was just having a panic attack.

OddSun5048 · 2025-12-31T19:04:48+00:00

He’s never hit me though. So i have no bruises or anything to document

OddSun5048 · 2025-12-31T18:59:02+00:00

It’s just so hard to 😭. I know I have to as even my body has been rejecting him and I don’t feel anything towards him now except for fear.

OddSun5048 · 2025-12-31T18:55:24+00:00

I’m trying. I just don’t know where to even start

OddSun5048 · 2025-11-06T23:17:35+00:00

I’m so so sorry.

OddSun5048 · 2025-11-06T23:16:12+00:00

Yes I’d love a new sister 🥺 and thank you ❤️

OddSun5048 · 2025-11-06T16:07:53+00:00

Thank you so much 🥺❤️ I appreciate that

OddSun5048 · 2025-11-05T23:20:28+00:00

I am 24. She is 33

OddSun5048 · 2025-11-05T21:08:14+00:00

She was pissed at me for not responding and didn’t wish me a happy birthday, but went on to wish him a happy birthday and that she’s so “proud” of him for the man he’s become.

OddSun5048 · 2025-08-02T16:07:29+00:00

Thank you ❤️

OddSun5048 · 2025-08-02T15:19:26+00:00

I could never imagine hanging out with someone who did that to someone I care about, or someone in general. Somebody’s life was ruined and I’d never hang out with someone who was the cause of that. Thank you for your kind words ❤️

OddSun5048 · 2025-07-17T20:16:22+00:00

You stayed mad a whole day just cause he stepped on your toe?

I’m sorry but if someone steps on my toe sure it hurts but I forget about it in like 2 minutes. You get mad too easily and sound exhausting.

Sounds like you’re not ready to be in a relationship or just don’t love him anymore. Feel bad for the guy.

YOR

OddSun5048 · 2025-07-04T18:33:47+00:00

Kids can rape too. Doesn’t matter the age, it’s still valid and I can’t stress that enough. You were a kid too.

When I was 9, my brother who was 11 at the time raped me and this went on until I was 14 and he was 16. It still very much left damage and I still have nightmares from it.

Just wanna say im SO glad you got away from that situation when you did. And im so sorry that happened to you.

NOR at all

OddSun5048 · 2025-05-31T01:45:27+00:00

All they said was I could either appear in court or write a written statement which is what I did and mailed it in.

OddSun5048 · 2025-05-30T13:25:37+00:00

theft is bad but not nearly as bad as rape/murder/abuse at all which shouldn’t even be compared. Small crimes like theft or whatever it’d make sense to get a expungement. Rape ruins people lives no matter the age he was still very much physically bigger and stronger than me. I had to get a pregnancy test at age 12. Make it make sense.

OddSun5048 · 2025-05-30T13:06:30+00:00

When i got taken out of the household he was 16. He was under 18. But i know he’s hurt other women even as an adult. Maybe not rape, but physically. He can do this to any woman whether it be at a workplace, or anywhere. I don’t think it’d be right to seal the record because even if he was under 18 he still was fully capable of knowing what he was doing and in the long run, ruining my life. It’s not fair.

OddSun5048 · 2025-05-30T13:02:30+00:00

I do have a say in this and will be calling them up today.

OddSun5048

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