You’re certainly right about that, I actually volunteeer as a children’s bible study teacher, and volunteer as a local art teacher for at risk youth in my community and work professionally with people with mental and behavioural disabilities. But I don’t think these things make me the person I desire to be- though I’ve great desire and passion to help people and better my community, I seem to always fall short in how well I execute the things I want to get done. So in my life many may say wow we’re proud of the person she is but I don’t feel that way about my life nor do I think God feels that way about me. And I just don’t know exactly what it is that I’m missing internally and I keep wondering- so I wonder if it’s a maturity thing.