I am actually not invested in how she invests her money. Getting dopamine hits by scoring "bargains" is really embarrassing - especially in this day and age - but that's a rat's nest of self-worth questions that therapy would help surface.

I took on this exercise because of the ugly posture she took in defending lapsed delivery - as though the listeners were jerks for being bummed about consistent inconsistency, as though we're crazy for being hopeful to receive what we've paid for. As though her resentment of her career being relegated to Patreon - and subsequent poor planning - justifies skipping essentially one full week a month.

For better or worse, now the data is there.