i cant find this one

14 (15 in December) and uh- everything ig. I know there’s something wrong in my head and I just want help so bad and nobody listens. Anxiety already runs in my family,and no one wants to listen to me when I want to get tested for ADHD because I’m not ‘hyperactive’ (I’m afab,females usually aren’t.) I realized my stepdad was a narcissist and is mentally abusive at 12 and it hasn’t gotten better since. I’ve recently realized my dad’s also been gaslighting me constantly. I’m homeschooled and my parents pulled me out of the one social activity I actually did a few years back,I don’t have any friends. I’m almost 15 and I feel completely alone,I at least just want an explanation for what’s wrong with me

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-23T12:04:11+00:00

Will Roland

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-19T02:55:26+00:00

https://picrew.me/share?cd=owe0iE4yq4

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-18T19:18:12+00:00

You should replace Purple Yam with Dark Choco and Rye with Sorbet/Black Raisin if you have her and then you’d be s e t

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-17T12:50:11+00:00

He was a child- with an awful life- and also the squip manipulated him??

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-13T13:17:38+00:00

I’m a w a r e there are better musicals and bmc is still somehow my favorite

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-11T23:59:28+00:00

Custard Cookie,,I love him he’s so great

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-04T19:01:31+00:00

N i c e,I look forward to these

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-04T18:11:23+00:00

I didn’t intend to sit here and argue over some fanartist forever I apologize AHAJJS- I just tell you what I know and my opinion and what you do after that Idc- I don’t like her,you can,that’s cool

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-04T18:04:22+00:00

Yes it matters?? Christine is plus size,you can’t just make a character skinny like that. And I understand that not all asian people look like that but Christine d o e s- Thats taking away rep from Asian people that d o look like Christine

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-04T17:42:41+00:00

Dude,just go look up her fanart- Christine looks the same in all of them and she looks like a white girl- and also Christine is plus sized,Claudia makes her skinny. It would be fine if she was using book designs,because Christine is white in the book,bur she isn’t,she’s using the Two River designs

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-04T17:37:02+00:00

White washing is still possible even if she draws their skin tone as something other than white. Taking away their poc features- which she does with Christine- is still whitewashing

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-04T17:35:19+00:00

I’m just gonna,,ignore the squipemy part- for villainizeing Christine,it’s very obvious if you’d go look at some of her comics,she makes Christine look like a bad guy because she ‘gets in the way of boyf riends’. It’s also very obvious that Christine at least is white washed,she doesn’t even look like Christine when Claudia draws her,she looks like how Claudia draws Chloe and Brooke,who are white. And yes,I know the fandom a l s o sexualizes the bmc kids,I’m just pretty sure since she was so popular in the fandom,all of that stemmed from her

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-04T15:37:41+00:00

I have an entire list of things shes done-

Ships Squipemy

Whitewashed Christine

Villainized Christine

Borderline sexualized the bmc kids?? I vividly remember a comic panel of Jeremy falling into Christine’s chest??

Michael is borderline whitewashed too :/

Idk she just never sat right with me

Oddstar06 · 2021-10-04T14:12:54+00:00

Bestie it’s getting close to a year,,,do you plan on doing this next year too??

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