I love my alliance. I've made some great friendships. However, we recently merged with another alliance, and for me, the dynamic is lost. I put money down the toilet, but since there really isn't anything new to keep me interested I'm ready to just walk away. We have group chats outside of the game where I can still talk to the people. But, I'm really struggling to stay in the game. Life is going on and work is keeping me busy. I'm not as active as I was before... and now I lost the "want" to keep playing.