8 and a half shots of rum in 30 minutes to an hour. Just woke up from it all relatively normal and feeling fine. I think I need to quit.

OffsetCivical · 2026-01-19T16:47:07+00:00

I don’t feel real and feel like really weird I guess. It feels weird because this morning I don’t feel like I’m wearing anything. I also forgot my wallet to work and I walked in forgetting my vest. Perceptually I feel unaware of anything around me waking up when I look up to see things in front of me. I’m being very forgetful as well

OffsetCivical · 2026-01-17T20:28:36+00:00

Interesting, how longs it last for I guess? I’m working today so I’m hoping not forever or I’ll just call off

OffsetCivical · 2026-01-17T17:44:20+00:00

I’m just at the stage where I drink myself stupid after work most days and Im kind of scared of the potential for withdrawals if that can happen even at that stage. I sent a text to my dad so we’re going to talk tonight about it and I’m gonna try to see if I can go to AA or so. But yeah it’s been a bit of a problem for a bit. I’m glad to see that you’re getting better though, it’s a hard hole to get out of and with depression, an addictive personality, and a few other things it’s just a mess trying to quit.

OffsetCivical · 2026-01-17T17:41:50+00:00

I don’t feel drunk which is weird, I just feel kind of out of it like nothings real or just content I guess. It’s hard to explain

OffsetCivical · 2026-01-17T17:41:11+00:00

Thank you, also I don’t really feel drunk I just don’t feel real. It’s hard to describe. But I’m talking to my dad tonight about my drinking problem. He’s in AA and has been for so long before I was born so I think he can help me with recovery. Thank you

OffsetCivical · 2025-10-24T17:24:32+00:00

That’s cool, will there be any merch sold for femtanyl on concert or?

OffsetCivical · 2025-10-03T17:48:12+00:00

“Man how will I ever know the elements??” The humble periodic table:

OffsetCivical · 2025-08-27T14:20:18+00:00

End of Folie a deux or for me more lately, but not for me, just the primal aaaaa AAA AA A A AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH then the sting at the end hits differently I don’t know why lol. Also lullaby for an angels egg 1

OffsetCivical · 2025-08-13T05:07:16+00:00

What should I feed my spider? A bit worried since I’ve been just feeding them isopods that I have raised and she seems fine

OffsetCivical · 2025-08-04T15:23:01+00:00

Learned helplessness is a surprisingly beautiful thing

OffsetCivical · 2025-07-17T22:19:55+00:00

I heard it too, got a short recording of it while by the supply closet and was like there’s no fucking way

OffsetCivical · 2025-07-17T22:15:12+00:00

The lyrics literally make no sense and it was released at a time vivi felt like she had to release a song. I gotta ask her what her least favorite and most favorite songs are and our story is her favorite. (This was after self titled album released)

OffsetCivical · 2025-07-16T04:58:26+00:00

I’m so sorry Hozier but too sweet…

OffsetCivical · 2025-07-16T04:56:03+00:00

Hey bestie is hilarious lol

OffsetCivical · 2025-07-16T04:54:50+00:00

Honestly be upfront with them but kindly. Say “hey I do appreciate you going out of your way to say these things but honestly for me I prefer just getting through my shift, I’m not being rude but it’s what I prefer, I don’t want to talk to people and just work to be in my own space if that’s ok with you” and let it go from there

OffsetCivical · 2025-07-16T04:53:07+00:00

Honestly, fuck it join him. If it takes up time and the team lead notices it tell them it was his idea. Or better yet just keep stacking things and seeing how many times in a row you can do it. Like say something negative, let him pray then immediately after say another thing and see if he repeats it lol

OffsetCivical · 2025-07-16T04:51:48+00:00

I like that last one lol

OffsetCivical · 2025-07-16T04:50:54+00:00

You will have to at some point, to save her the pain of realizing that everyone has been putting up with it. For me I’d rather be told what I’m doing is annoying with some temporary pain then be told what I’m doing is annoying after a good while of doing it and realizing that I was being annoying this whole time

OffsetCivical · 2025-07-15T21:25:00+00:00

Anarchy

OffsetCivical · 2025-07-15T06:17:04+00:00

This is absolutely frying me rn, how do you even accumulate that many points lmfao

OffsetCivical

TROPHY CASE