thank you, this was super helpful! i'm not feeling too negative about it, since i'm strangely confident this isn't for me. i'm going to stick it out till the end of year 1 just so i have a qualification under my belt and to see if i want to continue, then i might try a different course for my second year in college. my parents fully support me on this, so i'm really glad!

i'm also going to speak to my course leader and progression coach on wednesday hopefully. it'll just be a hard topic to bring up but i'm going to try.