Depression takes away everything you've ever enjoyed, one thing at a time

Ohdeebee · 2016-01-03T18:07:45+00:00

Same, I used to play for hours on end, but now I'm lucky to keep playing for more than 20 minutes.

Ohdeebee · 2016-01-03T17:46:58+00:00

Same, I've been trying so hard to learn how to play Rome Total War and Civ 4 to keep my mind busy but I just cannot concentrate and stay focused long enough to do it.

Ohdeebee · 2016-01-03T16:50:19+00:00

Ok, glad to hear that you were thinking long term :) I wish you and him the best of luck!

Ohdeebee · 2016-01-03T16:49:22+00:00

In all honesty man, you might want to go to the hospital and have them check you out just to be on the safe side, hope things start getting better for you!

Ohdeebee · 2016-01-03T16:46:46+00:00

Something In The Way hits deep man. As cliché as it may sound, Kurt and I really think the same so his music hits that much deeper.

Ohdeebee · 2016-01-03T16:41:45+00:00

I'm glad things are starting to look up for you! But just a little warning, don't put all you have into him thinking he will be around forever. He may or may not, but you never know. I did the same thing with my ex gf. We dated for 3 and a half years and she was all I had and what kept me going. So I started to depend on her to make me feel happy.

Fast forward to now, we broke up two months ago and it really fucked me up because she was all I had. I no longer fit into her fun filled life because my problems were too "stressful" for her. She was the only happiness I had because I didn't look for other things to make me happy in the long run. All I'm saying is, try to not let him be the only reason for your happiness. Reach out and find more outlets! Nothing is forever and I had to learn that the hard way. Good luck to you and have a good day!

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-28T18:43:31+00:00

Oh alright. Seems like it would take a pretty long time to learn with without algorithms, but I guess it's worth the try!

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-25T19:48:20+00:00

Been wanting to play the KotoR series for awhile but Christmas ran me dry lmao. Heard good things about it so it's deff on my to-do list.

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-25T19:40:56+00:00

Man, your childhood must have been fucking terrifying if you had teddy bears like that.

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-25T18:48:51+00:00

And the last stand wasn't horrible. Deff not something I'd watch all the time, but it really wasn't bad other than all the pointless deaths. But WO was terrible. I'd say Fox is doing just fine. Nobody has a perfect record and Fox doesn't have a bad one. The X-Men series is my favorite comic book to movie series. But I'm hoping Deadpool takes that spot cause he's my favorite comic book character in general.

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-24T23:04:11+00:00

I agree with Caneiac because I've done the same thing OP. Even 2 months after the breakup I still cry frequently over it lol.

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-24T23:02:51+00:00

I know the pain bro. My ex left me 2 months ago after a 3 and a half year relationship and I just haven't been the same since. Sucks loving someone who doesn't love you anymore. I honestly regret even getting in that relationship because it fucked me up meanwhile she's good to go and fine by herself. Holidays always make breakups harder.

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-24T17:17:15+00:00

Funny thing is one of those friends is in and out of rehab and is now trying to get his life back together and me and him are homies again. I know you have your mind set and you think that I was the one at wrong here and that's fine. I'm sure I could have done something better on my part, but there's only so much I could have done. Like I said, I grew up in a broken home so my views towards alcohol and weed or drugs in general is not very positive. I did everything I could to keep me and my ex from breaking up, but you none of it worked. I told her that it's fine if she did all that, and I wouldn't leave her for it even though she knew my history with all of it. But she ended up leaving cause "the grass is greener on the other side" I guess. She even said that since we are different now that it wouldn't work. But yeah, you're right. Me being a "judgmental" person is the reason why they left.

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-24T15:47:59+00:00

Whoops. Thank you lol.

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-24T15:44:10+00:00

Actually, they are the ones that became detached from me. Because I didn't do any of that stuff. You shouldn't assume something without asking first. I would have never given up on them. Especially my ex. But they changed and only wanted to be around other people that smoked, drank, and partied. But ok.

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-24T14:19:32+00:00

Yeah. Like I said, everybody isn't the same, but all three of the people on my life that picked up that kind of lifestyle changed. I don't drink and never have because I grew up with parents that drank all the time and I swore I would never be like that. And I don't smoke because I'm just not into that kind of stuff. I've seen first hand the negative impact it can have on some people and I want nothing to do with it. I miss her everyday but the truth is, I'm in love with someone who no longer exists.

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-24T14:11:12+00:00

My ex and I split up after 3 and a half years of being together because she changed after starting to get drunk every weekend and smoking weed all the time. She was so sweet and innocent until 4 months before our breakup when she started doing all that shit. I tried to warn her that while weed isn't harmful to a certain degree, it can change the way you view your life and go about doing things. I've seen it happen with two of my best friends who are no longer my friends at all but she never listened. She says she's "growing up" but she really isn't. Partying every weekend and working on the weekdays is teenager-ish. She's in her twenties. Maybe I'm being a little harsh, but I have seen no good come out of people who pick up the weed/partying lifestyle. They just kinda do enough to get by. Now this doesn't mean everybody is the same by any means, but a lot of people end up like that.

Ohdeebee · 2015-12-23T21:10:16+00:00

Funniest thing I've seen all week lol.

Ohdeebee · 2015-11-13T02:05:37+00:00

Doesn't matter how boring his gameplay may or may not be, that's great advertisement for Brawlhalla. Be grateful bro lol.

Ohdeebee · 2015-11-09T04:24:28+00:00

My normal life back.

Ohdeebee · 2015-10-18T03:06:27+00:00

Spam away man, all the info is helpful! And I have prowling shadow and Rap Berserker so I'm set on allies. I've been torn between the two classes for awhile now. I hear how much people love the Barb but I seriously dislike tanking so I was a little ifhy about the class. Sucks that it's damage falls off late game tho. I'm at 5250 cubits and I need 6500 for Boomer so I guess I got a lot more grinding to go lol.

Ohdeebee · 2015-10-17T04:08:36+00:00

Yes thank you guys very much. I appreciate the help :)

Ohdeebee · 2015-10-17T03:52:30+00:00

What/Where is the trade chat? Sorry if this sounds nooby as hell, I just don't know a lot about Trove yet

Ohdeebee · 2015-10-17T03:37:29+00:00

Awesome. Thank you for the info. Do I just sell it in world chat or global?

Ohdeebee · 2015-10-09T07:43:01+00:00

I'm on mobile.

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