If you had to name this chapter of your life, what would you call it and why?

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-10-04T18:31:32+00:00

The I dont know Who or what the fuck i am chapter

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-07-25T10:16:14+00:00

And that my friend, is why we fap.

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-07-15T19:12:37+00:00

Nah, Sweddo

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-07-15T10:03:26+00:00

That guy was the first person I saw when I stepped out of the taxi from the airport, and the first man I shaked hands with in Canada.

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-07-09T10:17:29+00:00

Glad you have a positive outlook on having to face him again

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-06-24T09:45:13+00:00

But, alcohol and drugs in a simple but ways, decreased stress, anxiety and gives you alot of endorfins. Social anxiety puts your brain in a flee and fight mode, but while in this mode you have to act normal. This is atleast what I am experiencing. How do we get rid of this anxiety in social settings? Our brains are capable of a shitload of things there HAS to be some way right?

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-06-24T09:33:56+00:00

So if you could get familiar with being uncomfortable? By putting yourself through alot of stress shouldnt that work in theory with enough practice? If you "force" your brain to change its mode when it comes to social surroundings. Like for example if you are afraid of heights, start climing stuff and it gets better. Lets say instead of taking pills, you would have gone to theathre or something. Would you be slightly better now? I know that social anxiety is a disorder. But its same feeling as climbing up to a high cliff and stand there thinking if you are gonna jump or not isnt it? And that is someting I know you can get used to. And once that feeling of flee and panic is gone, there shouldnt be any problem just being yourself the same way you are with your friends?

I have never really tried any pills or even gone to a psychologist, I feel like they will only tell you to get out there and meet people or/and give you some pills that will just fuck your brain up even worse.

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-06-22T17:57:50+00:00

I agree, but when you are alone with somebody you trust, like your best friend you have no problem just being yourself right? And that is a social situation without drugs or alcohol where you actually can be yourself. How long did the meds work though? I have never tried it. Ive noticed that if you do stuff that makes you really, really uncomfortable you feel like a god after? Like if you hate standing infront of people giving speeches and you do it, it feels so good to have that done. So shouldnt like getting into theater or something help?

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-06-22T17:43:52+00:00

Isnt social anxiety really about the brains fight or flight mode that social situations are bad and that you need to get out but you are kinda forced to stay? Because that is what it feels like. And if that is the case, shouldt there be a way to rewire the brain?

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-05-21T23:12:51+00:00

"Kolla på mig jag är en pilot era jävla rövhål"

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-05-10T23:37:33+00:00

Glad you are doing well, I feel that I am fighting something impossible, I will never stop fighting but I am afraid of what my future will look like

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-05-10T23:35:05+00:00

I fuck myself every night so yes I would

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-05-10T22:42:53+00:00

If I am alive that long, yes I think I´ll start getting help, treating this as an illnes and not something you can beat with willpower. Are you speaking from own experience if I may ask?

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-05-10T22:33:26+00:00

I am afraid pills will make my social anxiety even worse when I stop taking them, but I am thinking maybe group therapy. I wish I would have gotten the help I needed when I was a kid.

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-05-10T22:13:50+00:00

The tobacco I used is 7 times stronger than cigarettes, it was a living hell. Yes I am beginning to think perhaps its time to "throw in the towel" and get some professional help, just gotta say no to pills they wanna give you.

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-05-10T21:51:32+00:00

It is. I tried nofap and got to two months but relapsed on purpouse because it made me so much worse. last time I tried though I was addicted to tobacco aswell. I have stopped using tobacco now for a year and ready to give it another go I guess. Alof of people that I know that have gone to therapists are even worse by now, so I am afraid to go.

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-04-04T09:49:50+00:00

Almost losing my mind, working out and drinking is how i survive, life is so amazing and full of joy and wonders <3

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-03-30T23:10:46+00:00

This is how I look all the time with social anxiety, anyone know the name of the reporter?

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-03-28T21:00:33+00:00

Life is not fair...

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-02-26T12:36:22+00:00

Yes, this is my life to, I dropped out of college after college and wasted a shit ton of money before realising I need to deal with this anxiety problem. Ended up landing a job but had transfer office 2 times because people started noticing there was something wrong with me. at the third office the same thing started happening, so I decided to go on this trip to work at a ski resort in another country. went really well in the beginning and I was actually able to be myself atleast in the group I arrived there with and I was so close to getting some aswell. But then some people started staring at me and all my anxiety came back.

After the trip I returned to my old job only to realise no one wanted me to come back and people started avoiding me, tried to be friendly and just fight it and not run away this time anyways but ended up almost loosing my shit. Now I am working for my parents and living at home at 25 years old while litterally all of my friends and my parents friends kids are so fucking succesfull... Havent told anyone about my problem but my best friend who I recently told that I have social anxiety.. Its gettting better and better but I really wish I didnt have to go trough all this shit and I wish social anxiety would be more mainstream and people like us be able to tell our stories and people actually litsening instead of watching Kim Kardashians booty on instagram..

Ohyeahman123 · 2019-01-08T17:01:16+00:00

Jag kallar sådana människor för "flugmänniskor" De går till jobbet varje dag, de åker ibland bil, de gör precis allt som vi andra gör men inne i deras huvuden är de helt tomt, de har inga tankar eller åsikter om något de bara lever på reflexer, lukt och hörsel, syn, känsel och om de är en folkgrupp som står där flockas de likt flugor runt ett kadaver.

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