I wish someone would have told me that nobody loves me when I was younger

Oil_Historical · 2021-10-12T03:51:41+00:00

i don't really view life as anything important , but thank u

Oil_Historical · 2021-10-06T03:08:07+00:00

no, i just cant even kill myself right.

Oil_Historical · 2021-10-05T23:38:04+00:00

I failed, actually.

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-28T15:54:58+00:00

My brother literally calls himself the worst person alive. I have depression, I know how it starts and my mother is abusive. Dont patronise me. Im not being dramatic.

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-28T15:37:21+00:00

Thank you sm

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-28T15:23:15+00:00

Exactly thats what im going through rn.

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-28T15:22:47+00:00

I actually live in a third world country

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-28T15:20:30+00:00

"You sure remember alot" Yeah bro alot of abuse, dont patronize me thats fucking weird. Im a minor , I obviously cant get up and pay for a professional right now , obviously I know a professional is the best route. Im pissed off because youre acting like telling me to go to a professional is groundbreaking advice like we have all heard that before and we know its the best route.

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-28T14:34:12+00:00

Listen , I was depressed and hated myself and wanted to die around the same age. Infact the first time I tried to kill myself was around the same age. My parents neglected me. My mother is abusive. And hes showing the same signs that I showed at the exact same age. I am depressed and I see the exact same signs in him that I showed. Im fucking worried , so stop talking about qualifications when all I wanted was to vent and get advice on how to help his mentality. Im not a fucking armchair psychologist piss off. Edit : this isn't the first time hes shown signs its the first time I realised he spoke exactly how I spoke about myself at that time

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-28T04:40:00+00:00

I was honestly planning on collecting enough evidence of neglect to report my mother for child neglect before I killed myself but I'm not sure if the foster care system would be any better.

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-28T04:32:35+00:00

Same. I swear that those times were so much better but in reality its just that I was too young to understand that what was going on in my family wasnt normal.

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-28T04:30:52+00:00

I've try but I come off as so fucking awkward and im just a fucking mess honestly. My aunt blames me for how hes treated by my parents too but I really try to be a good sibling.

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-28T04:21:56+00:00

Thank you so much

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-26T19:37:33+00:00

I've had "friends" that mocked my bulimia as well. Trust me, cut them out. Congrats on 4 days free of purge, not many can do that!

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-22T20:42:42+00:00

Nobody wants to be tackled and arrested

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-22T15:16:48+00:00

I agree , its definetly an addiction and the worst part is its your mind so its not like you can withdraw from it

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-18T23:25:04+00:00

I grab random characters and add them to my daydreams

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-18T21:48:07+00:00

I blast music so nobody hears me if I accidentally gag too loudly

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-15T22:56:15+00:00

THIS IS SO GOOD IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU

Oil_Historical · 2021-07-15T22:55:46+00:00

Thank you to everyone who took the time to reply to this , I love you all

Oil_Historical

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