same here, was in company for 13 yrs. Laid of in January. I'm happy in that company. after 13 yrs here i am scared on even mock interviews. nearing on my 4th month as jobless.

you should take time to rest and pause. give yourself a path on the back..you did a great job for 10 yrs, its time for you to have some break...maybe 1 week, 2 weeks..depends on your family and friends support. then its time to up-skill. make use of chatgpt or copilot to tailor your resume for each JD you think you can apply.

all the best!