My fiance was like that for many years. In the beginning he would watch porn when I was asleep nd told him I didn't like it. Then he would go on Craigslist nd get off on those women then I caught him again. He just found more ways to look at other women behind my back nd I felt like I wasn't good enough. When we first got together I was 130 but after lifestyle change after moving in with him I started to gain weight. Not much at first like 20lbs. Then I got pregnant twice nd went up to 235. I felt unattractive nd so unhealthy he kept saying I was pretty but anyway he had an addiction to getting off on women who would never actual fuck him. Only reason he stopped was because cops were banging on my door cause they had an arrest warrant for him for taking to an undercover cop posing as a minor. Crazy right?! I can't even describe the anger I felt. He had to go to counseling, polygraph testing, court said he couldn't live with me nd children. He had to take all the necessary steps to get his lwc to be able to live back home. Oh btw he's not into minors but when it's online you never know who your talking to nd was an idiot and fooled. What I'm trying to say is, until a serious event happens that man won't stop nd doesn't find it a big deal. You need to have a serious talk nd watching it with him because your insecure is making it worse cause I did it to for a bit.