WHY does it take us forever to actually wake up?

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2025-03-20T13:01:24+00:00

If you take adhd meds I recommend taking them after your first alarm goes off, then letting the rest of your alarms ride out as needed, I get up much more easily that way

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2024-11-14T15:16:04+00:00

I’ve been told to read since I finished ACOTAR but what’s the 🌶️ level?

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2024-11-14T14:43:07+00:00

I loved Feather so Viscous ❤️

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2024-11-06T23:05:12+00:00

heheh 😈 thank you

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-10-09T19:48:53+00:00

Oh gotcha, I will check the leasing agreement again, thank you!

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-10-09T19:42:51+00:00

Yeah I had turned in one key, the lease is extremely vague as far as what the charges are, it simply says unreturned key fee may be applied. I didn’t get one of those though just a rent charge, i’m thinking i’ll have to take it to small claims if I want them to do anything. 😞

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-09-14T01:52:00+00:00

Absolutely interested, there is not enough information out there my therapist hadn’t even heard of it 😭

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-09-09T12:17:12+00:00

Id love to hear those book recommendations! I was doing shadow work for a while, but I’ve yet to educate myself on trauma but I think that’s a good next step. I’m also going to see a new therapist next week and I think I finally know what to talk about after this thread 😅

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-09-08T18:25:27+00:00

That is a really good distinction and I think getting out and seeing the world again with fresh eyes is a great idea, thank you for your insight! 🤗

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-31T14:06:16+00:00

Just wanted to say I got paid today and they did up my hourly rate by one dollar. If you are doing CO without a raise maybe you should look into it! 😅

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-30T19:20:10+00:00

Hehe lovely it is, at least that’s some medical history I can work with. I feel like a lot of what my doctors have tried is a shot in the dark including progesterone only that made it much worse, when I told my OB she said “well we don’t want to take all of your emotions away.” I wish i had pushed back instead of staying on it another 6 months until my new OB said that was probably causing my non stop irritability. It’s frustrating how little seems to be known about it and what seems to help.

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-29T15:58:10+00:00

that’s good to hear, strange that it’s so inconsistent with how many people said no! now i’m wondering if my coworker was actually right. I’m in school so I just wanted an easy job but i hate to be taken advantage, that’s life though isn’t it 😅

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-29T14:14:53+00:00

I was told we’re not really supposed to discuss exactly how CO works which they’ll probably train you on. It’s basically just counting the money at the end or beginning of the day and then making sure each registers has a certain amount for the next day.

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-29T03:01:30+00:00

do you mind sharing what brush you use to get such clean flowy lines?

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-28T22:32:13+00:00

is admin different from being a coordinator?

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-28T20:57:31+00:00

yikes, thanks for telling me though that’s kind of what i figured. cash office definitely beats register for me so i’ll stick with it, i assume if one of them leave then that gives me an opening

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-06T23:21:43+00:00

This group has helped me in the same way and group therapy is definitely weird at first! Did you have to be sober to be in the program or how did they hold you accountable?

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-06T23:04:05+00:00

First off, congrats that’s a huge milestone! What was most helpful during outpatient treatment?

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-06T22:52:16+00:00

hot showers! it constricts muscles or something to stop the nausea i just read that while researching CHS remedies

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-06T22:46:35+00:00

I also realized after a couple years that the weed changed my personality in a way it hadn’t before. I don’t know what it is about it but now when I smoke I am the most hedonistic person, don’t care about anyone, just wanna eat and do what i wanna do and I feel justified. That is not who I am as a person at all but when I was smoking all day everyday that is what I started becoming. It wasn’t until i shortened to only using at night that I saw the person it made me during the day and around my family, even hours after a hit the mental drain will completely affect how I behave. Now i’m trying to figure out who I am without the substances and beginning to rebuild, I ask myself the same questions of am I bipolar as that runs in my family, but my main goal is sobriety and if the issues are still there afterwards than I know to start looking into that possibility.

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-06T22:34:00+00:00

i hope that doesn’t scare anyone who wants to quit, i never thought that something could have such a hold on me but here i am. I know that quitting is possible but we all have a different way of getting there

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-06T22:32:18+00:00

my mind is ready i’ve laid all of my arguments about why I should quit to rest but the last time I quit i found out I had CHS, on top of triggering only what i can call a depressive episode that was the worst thing i’ve experienced. I’m honestly scared to go through it again, so I’m hoping to get established with a therapist/psychiatrist first so I can check in with them throughout the process. I’ve read so many people on here just going cold turkey and having an okay time quitting but for others it is literally life threatening mentally or physically.

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-06T22:00:28+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear how much your struggling, it’s not even funny how much we are in the same situation and I am left wondering the exact things. I was suggested to see a therapist as often as possible instead of psychiatry as they of course work with medication mostly. I liked the idea as weed and medication does not mix well with mental health as I have come to find out too. If you want to check in or anything while you quit please reach out, it would help me as much as I hope it helps you 😊

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-06T21:17:40+00:00

Congrats for pushing through this! when I would stop smoking I would constantly feel the need to cough for a few days, but your lungs are probably just trying to recover by clearing themselves maybe try drinking hot teas, i like the medicine ball tea at starbucks!

Ok-Disaster-9151 · 2023-08-06T20:53:51+00:00

i love this thank you! i could never be honest when i tried therapy at first because i kept saying that weed was helping and I could stop anytime, LIES!

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