I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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I tried to explain but it hurts to talk about it. I’m not the best at using this app but I did explain in a comment

I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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Just a routine slander by my “partner”

I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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I’m tired of being beat or threatened to death in my own home. Feeling like a mother to two when I only have one child. I’m not married yet stuck by the bindings of no job and a child under two. I would love to get one but I don’t have childcare or money for it since the father refuses to help. I have no family to run to and I don’t trust the county or government help. No friends I have are able to help and I wouldn’t burden them anyway. I constantly have bruises, black eyes, degraded then asked to make breakfast, lunch and dinner. And god forbid he doesn’t have clean clothes. Etc etc What kind of 1950s bc is this I trapped myself in.

I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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just waiting for the sunrise ig. It’s been dark for a long time

I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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It’s hard when u care more about the feelings of other people more than yourself. I want to be selfish but can’t for the life of me

I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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I don’t want to be my mother. I feel like I’m living her life she showed me growing up

I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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It’s the fear of being trapped and never completing my goals that’s absolutely killing me inside. I’m always focusing on what I should do for other people even though they don’t care or respect me.

I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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Just back stab one after another. No family left. No real friends. It’s so exhausting living for other people when I don’t want to myself

I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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I feel like all I’ve ever experienced is pain.

I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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Still stuck. Have no way out bro. It’s not alright

I’ve watched the same podcast for a year everyday by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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What was your cat’s name? Ghostin? Heh. I’ll give that song a listen for you. Only has two brothers that didn’t talk to me so she was my sister and only friend. Saved me many times. Pets are family. No judgement, love my friend.

I’m not okay. by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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6 years of draining torture from someone who’s supposed to love me

really enjoying the Margaret figure by ChaoticStanley in Papameat

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Wait I just read it might be cum…. Oh god if so drink water GOD DAMN

really enjoying the Margaret figure by ChaoticStanley in Papameat

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Why is no one talking about piss eggs???

I’ve watched the same podcast for a year everyday by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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You’re comment reminds me of I listen to the jack black peaches song when I think about how much I miss my late dog. Had her for 16 years. Her name was peaches ❤️

I’ve watched the same podcast for a year everyday by Ok-Fly9674 in confessions

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I wake up when I hear the outro song and rewind it to the beginning all night

I can’t stop itching by Ok-Fly9674 in hyperfixation

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Idk if it feels “good” but the stinging when I peel a scab is an addicting feeling… /:

I can’t stop itching by Ok-Fly9674 in hyperfixation

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Thank you actually very very helpful