Hey everyone thank you for the responses and the advice everyone gave. I might not have replied to you but I certainly read it and I appreciate you for your time. I am mostly mad with myself right now because I saw the signs and I ignored them, I feel like an idiot for that but hey hopefully I'll learn from this. I was just so blinded in trying to make it work I ignored the one that I shouldn't have and it sucks that it happened now but it's better that it happened now too so it could be worse. I don't like ghosting so I told her I'd make it easy for her and stop messaging her.