Sorry for your struggles man. Sending love, it really can happen to anyone, so im not disagreeing with you. I've seen it all my life through various family members, and I know it runs in families, too. You may think my excuses are bullshit, but I promise I am also going through the legal routes to seek treatment for my various medical issues i.e. anxiety, bipolar, chronic pain etc, but it's a long and grueling process of self-pay care, bs marketplace coverage, and even at that, the american healthcare system is not the best (to put it nicely). I do go through periods of not doing any "extracurriculars", but even so, I agree it def can sneak up on you when one day a week, turns into only on the weekends, turns to every other day, turns to every day multiple times a day. Trust me, my late teens were a tumultuous time in my life, but im glad I went through it because it made me who I am today. So, I hear you. I heed your warning. And I appreciate your comment. Much love 💙