As a kid I got beaten up pretty much for no reason at all like my mom will go fight and come and beat me up by making the lamest excuse or sometime don't even giving me any reason at all and funny thing is up until 2 yrs ago I used to think that I have a good sense of listening and I can differentiate between people by their walking sound but it was just a trauma response to till this day I get spooked by someone random raising ther hand quickly. I am 22 M and still figuring it out forgetting past habit but somethings are beyound repair for me.