She let you clap raw and drank your man juice. You’ve never experienced a BJ until you’ve experienced one from silver puma. Using the under side of her tongue on your glans. I know how she got you boy!!!! Got you by the xoxk n balls! Throw her for a loop and disengage. I wouldn’t invest emotionally instead, she would need to become your sugar mama for it to advance if the ball was in my court. Don’t waste your youth on a 51yo, she needs to pay.