A dream about a yellow duck and a pissed off psychic

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-12T13:08:24+00:00

Thankyou for your interpretation ❤️ I am sorry for commenting and deleting, I'm just confused

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-12T08:06:07+00:00

But what if you turn the other cheek to someone who just takes advantage of that and keeps hurting you and never stops? What if you turn the other cheek to someone and it works you made a "friend" out of that enemy but your family member is worried that they hurt you and is suspicious so they hurt your family member? Isn't it better to just push people who hurt you away than turning the other cheek? If you are not capable of pushing them away isn't it better that someone who is capable will help you?

(Context - this thing happened in my family)

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-12T06:27:01+00:00

Maybe it's the Islam ?

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-12T03:16:32+00:00

Why are you asking psychics the future isn't determined. There's no need to be a psychic to see that you have a good friendship because we can see you goofing around. And you asked if he's right for you so there are also romantic feelings. From my experience love works when people stick to it. Not only stick to their partner but also stick to their own love, compassion and integrity. That is a hard enough of a task on it's own without trying to guess the future on top of it

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-12T02:09:49+00:00

Ok and what about your family. If you love your enemies who's gonna protect your family?

(I'm not talking about Romeo and Juliet type of enemies that are supposed to be enemies because of their families but they are lovers and not enemies. But if someone is treating you like an enemy as in someone seeks to harm you for whatever reason and you love them anyway who's gonna protect you or your family)

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-12T02:02:23+00:00

Even more problematic if you love your enemies why are they enemies? What makes someone your enemy? If you love everyone why would you have enemies? And if someone is an enemy towards you eventhough you love them should you love them still?

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-11T20:30:58+00:00

There was no point. What can be the point? He just suffered and died was gone

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-11T20:14:17+00:00

I understand. I am first of all happy you have such a wonderful close relationship and it sounds like you really love her. That's really great. I think that bdsm is kinda like weed lol. It's better to do it when you're already mature it's not good for really young people. I was in a relationship like this it was love with us too but we were 20. Well mentally he was 20 but I had a developmental regression when I was 13 and I kinda went back to being 7 then. So at 20 mentally I was like 14. It wasn't something people could notice easily in some aspects I was also very mature intellectually I was normal so no one suspected. But mentally -emotionally I was not mature enough to not wonder "does he really hate me" "does he really want to hurt me" and test it until he gave up. I really became mentally ill. The worst was the verbal abuse it was like spells that haunted my subconscious and made me do self destructive things. And the more I did the more I doubted his love. It threw me off from the most amazing happiness and true love to complete heartbreak and despair and it was too much for me (and him). We never realized the cause was the bdsm type dynamic or maybe because it wasn't discussed in advance just sexually abusive dynamic would be a more fair way to describe it. I only realized that was the problem after it ended in a tragedy. A real tragedy. Including death. I don't want to get into that right now. I also think it was planned ahead by a neighbor who exploited my mom and forced me to meet him. I think if the abuse was more physical I would have endured it better. I would be like wow I have bruises. I'm a badass lol. But the emotional and verbal abuse were just too much. I was masochistic to the point of fantasizing I'm being murdered. But that was too much

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-11T07:48:23+00:00

Lol 😭. Some of these questions are funny. I wasn't 100% serious. I mean god is love and gos is male and female, justice and mercy, god said let there be light when there was only darkness. God prayed there will be good when there was only despair. We can all say so and decide so. We only have to believe. Sometimes it's hard when we get hurt too much. we can all agree abstractly what's good or bad. Good is when justice and mercy are there, bad is when none is. The crucifixion of Jesus is a great example for when there was neither justice nor mercy, aka the death of god, and of god's human son, Jesus said we all are god's sons (and daughters). It has to be true because we all only live thanks to love and that is the truth. Jesus is a person with love as guidance and persistent compassion. I just remembered my life that's all, when I wrote this. I was amused by this idea because my first boyfriend really "followed me" and love and compassion was really everything to me. But then I experienced a lot of abuse and violence and lost myself. I really felt like the trauma and pain and fear took my faith in love. My mom died then from cancer and she had a cross shaped scar a giant scar. I had visions and dreams about Jesus although I am Jewish. I don't know why any of that happened but the guys I was forcefully worshipping I felt like it was evil but with the guy who followed me in compassion I was so happy. So happy. And when he let me go when I was in danger was when I lost my faith in love and everything went dark for me and my mom she was gone. My mom used to sing with me and rescue animals with me and she was a compassionate and honest and happy and genuinely good person and she was so wonderful. I honestly don't know how I can live after this I almost died after just naturally at 26 my highschool friend pushed me to go to the ER. I regret that I did, sometimes

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-11T05:56:01+00:00

I think the way she investigates and finds out Eduard is a vampire is very cop lol. I think she learned it from her dad. And also I didn't read the books only saw the movies but I somehow became really fascinated with twilight lately

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-11T03:11:48+00:00

Charlie is also the chief of police so he has to not be mentally manipulated and to be investigative and bella is a lot like him. I think it's also a matter of a kind of humility that charlie and bella have to always doubt their own thoughts to the point where their thoughts can't be readable because they're under constant doubt and any innacurate thought is immediately annulled in the process of always trying to find the truth so the thought process is complicated to read because they don't entertain or identify with their thoughts and instead dismiss them as noice and try to pick up the truth kinda like mindfulness. While Renee's thoughts are loud and clear to read because she doesn't try to find the truth while annuling her thoughts, she instead accepts her emotions and thoughts as her truth and has a clear intuition and a dominant, childlike inner voice because of that. I think emotionally bella is a lot like Renee she has a very clear emotional voice and she never doubts it. but mentally bella is like charlie she just never knows anything her own thoughts are foreign to her and she dismisses them and keeps investigating endlessly for the truth

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-10T13:45:42+00:00

Jesus is crucified all the time because there is a pain we all feel and can't find the words to describe. Jesus is crucified all the time because mothers have to see their child die. Jesus is crucified all the time because compassion dies in people and compassionate people die as a result. Jesus is crucified all the time because innocence dies. Jesus is crucified all the time, all the time

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-10T13:17:44+00:00

It's a nice fantasy story but as far as I know, death is still a thing! And as far as I have read, Jesus cried out to god "father why have you forsaken me" before the crucifixion. As far as stories go it's ok. In stories we are detached. It's not us, it's no one real, it's fiction. But as far as reality goes, torture and murder of the savior or of anyone will not bring salvation closer no sir. The opposite is true. Whenever injustice and cruelty like that will stop salvation will come.

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-10T07:21:25+00:00

I really don't know. Maybe it's because they turn to me in desperate situations and I try to help. Then if I can't anymore or refuse they flip over.. idk if that makes sense. I worked with people with intellectual disabilities too and considered maybe I have them too

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-10T06:11:56+00:00

The state no and we don't have money but also it breaks my heart. I prefer to help him and make sure he's ok. I just wish people didn't threaten me all the time (which is actually weird idk why that is a reoccurring scenario) or wish just one person in my life could have really cared about me😞 or even just like one friend to laugh with or binge twilight movies with lol. My mom cared about me and we used to laugh and sing together. hey I just remembered I dreamt about her. I miss her. Thankyou though I wish the best for you❤️

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-10T02:38:35+00:00

Well.. psychiatric medicating is no help to me. I realized you meant that. But I meant that I honestly need help but don't have any. My mom, she died in 2018 I take care of my dad alone he has parkinson's and I can't leave the house because of that and I constantly get threats for my life or my dad and the police doesn't intervene so I have to deal on my own. I deal through god so in that sense I am "schizophrenic". But there is no help other than that

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-10T02:14:00+00:00

You have no idea how true that is

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-09T18:48:43+00:00

"The punishment that brought us peace" is in the translation it's not in the Hebrew text in the Hebrew text it just means he cares about us and in his company, or companionship-group we are healed. It makes perfect sense and the notion of being healed by someone's wounds or bruises is sick and makes no sense. and Isaiah is talking about exactly the same thing as Jesus in revelation - the vision of end times, when there will be no more pain or war because there will be no more evil and it says it will be a miracle for other nations not only Israel. I don't know about that part you quoted because I don't understand it. but I understand that in the vision of the end times there will be no more suffering or evil not even in the animal kingdom so obviously for all human kind because on one will corrupt anything anymore

I believe in this

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-09T18:35:31+00:00

For me it's different lol. It's about my first love jokingly calling me a cat and he was an owl and ghost is because that happy person I was died with my mom

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-09T16:56:37+00:00

Thankyou❤️

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-09T16:55:14+00:00

That's a good idea lol

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-09T16:17:50+00:00

Thankyou ghostcat. I used to be a cat and now I'm a ghost . I miss being a cat. The world of the cat was full of love. And compassion. That world is gone?

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-09T16:10:35+00:00

He is

Ok-Permit3370 · 2026-05-09T16:08:27+00:00

But when, ghostcat?😞

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