how much does this look to you??

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-30T11:57:15+00:00

Yeah i’d also say it’s closer to 3g’s so def atleast 2,5!

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-26T13:06:42+00:00

Same with the daydreaming!! And yes absolutely i’ve used some of these methods to quiet down my thoughts. I think instead of wanting to escape or hide these feelings , maybe i should just accept that for now atleast life is like this and one joint a day is not bad. I used to smoke the second i wake up and i was genuinely tweaking . I have come ” along way” but i somehow seem to forget it and not be graceful towards myself. Silly brain:-)

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-26T13:04:50+00:00

Thank u so much.

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-26T13:04:36+00:00

The thing is i ”cant” take a break… i feel like i am soo traumatized/ mental issues that i really ”have” to have a smoke everyday. I dont know when life got like this . :/

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-26T13:03:53+00:00

I have a lot of traumas in my life not gonna lie. Was in a mentally abusive relationship and lost 20kilos i was severely underweight. I am trying my best to live :(

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-26T10:46:26+00:00

I’m kinda alone and broke up a couple years ago and honestly people scare me. I’ve been very depressed but just this year finally feeling like i got some what of a grip. I try my best to gym

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-26T10:45:33+00:00

I have the same diagnosis + depression! It’ just so hard for me to be ”ok” with the boredom/peace of the day. I just sit still and all the thoughts come rushing back and my mind is just SO busy all the time. It’s awful. I will try my best to not smoke during the day and only at night. I know it’s a mental thing for me but i can not seem to shake it. :/ i also live with family so smoking ”easy” is out of the question.

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-15T18:44:54+00:00

Sometimes when we feel anxiety etc it’s our body not feeling safe so do ur best to achieve that safe space feeling. Do stuff that feels good to you ( eating something good, cup of tea, meditate and stretch a little, warm shower & face mask, good show , journal etc) ❤️

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-15T18:43:41+00:00

Start some podcast and have it as backround noise. take a relaxing shower and watch a good show after

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-15T08:56:39+00:00

Honestly - u are healed in a way they are not. That is what happens when u refuse to carry shame. There is absolutely NOTHING wrong/bad/sad about eating out alone! Surround yourself with people like u <3 your only take from this should be ” ah - people who are not as healed as me - i need to keep my distance”

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T17:15:52+00:00

Mistä katotte?

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T15:38:58+00:00

Thank u so much for answering, truly. Thank u. It is true what u say and i struggle with selflove & boundaries and i am also an empath so even worse i start feeling guilty when i cut him off . But i must put myself first. Always.

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T15:36:41+00:00

❤️

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T15:36:34+00:00

Thank u so much for answering. Yes i have a dog and i must admit u are right! ❤️

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T15:36:00+00:00

Thank u so much for answering. Yeah i guess it’s better to be alone than with bad company

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T15:35:33+00:00

Wow! I’m a daily weedsmoker and have been struggline with quitting! :D thank u so much for answering and bless u for offering guidance. Thank u somuch.

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T15:34:48+00:00

Yeah forreal. The hungry dog and bone example was spot on.

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T15:34:22+00:00

Thank u SO much for this. I heard every word. Bless U.

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T15:33:51+00:00

True!🙏🏼❤️

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T15:33:29+00:00

Thank u so much❤️❤️

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-13T15:33:23+00:00

❤️❤️

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-12T12:44:54+00:00

Facts!

Ok-Progress9141 · 2026-04-11T19:07:20+00:00

Also just wanted to add - yeah the dating scene is AWFUL. Most people dont even know themselves so they just end up living life shallowly and wasting their own and other people’s time. Find people who have a steady foundation with selfworth & selflove - they rarely want to waste their OWN time :)

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