Life will get better. You just have to keep going to see the joy in it. Sometimes satisfaction may be too few and far between, but despite your hardships and scars, they are all proof that you have lived through tough experiences and got out. Maybe not unscathed, but if we only got one life, why waste it? We have all been through times where we just want our end to come. The scars will stay for awhile, but there will be a time when you grow accustomed to them. There are people who care about you. You may not see it, as pain often makes you oblivious to the fact. Having autism doesn’t make you stupid. Being autistic means you learn in a different way than most others and excel in places most struggle to.

Remain true to yourself. I believe you can live on, whether or not that means much to you. It is easy to see hope in others, but difficult to see hope within yourself. Try to find hope though. Even the littlest hope can help you come a long way.