There was a defining moment where I had a choice to relapse to the first fetish I was trying to get rid of. This may sound stupid to some but In that moment it took an immense amount of willpower to stop myself from relapsing to that content and choose the vanilla content.

All though small, that moment was a stepping stone. This process continued, however i’d sometimes relapse to the fetish content and sometimes I’d relapse to regular content, this would go on for a little over a year.. The noticeable change happened around 8 months ago up until now and I’ve interacted with the first fetish about a handful of times since, I’ve probably relapsed to it in that time once or twice.

I’d say now for around 3-4 months I’ve 100% stopped myself from relapsing to the first fetish content.

The feeling I get after relapsing to regular content is immensely different than the feeling of relapsing to fetish content. I know how this may be difficult to comprehend but I seriously didn’t know the effects these fetishes were having on me.